Tammi's Temporary World

It's Back! It's Back!!

2006-04-04T22:33:00.000-05:00

My site. Well, sorta.

I can get there via www.tammisworld.com

You might need to use www.tammisworld.mu.nu for a few days.

But it's back. It's just like before.

I am very happy!!!!!!

THAT Was Interesting

2006-04-04T13:17:00.000-05:00

So I just had a surprise phone interview. Hmmmm

It's here in Northern Illinois, and the territory would include a good chunk of Wisconsin.

It's outside selling.

To men.

Casual - no heels, dresses, entertainment. Just calls.

There is cold calling involved - not my favorite, but not soooooo bad.

The money is decent. Benefits Rock.

I'm going to go ahead and agree to a face to face. It's a totally different industry for me. But I can learn.

Plus - it's something. SOMETHING.

So - we'll see what happens.

But I'm still waiting on THE company to call again. But this - it's not a bad opportunity.

UPDATE 2:15pm: The interview is set for Tuesday afternoon. Damn - there goes movie day. ;-)

JUST KIDDING!!!!

Inside Info.....

2006-04-04T11:34:00.000-05:00

Just in case you haven't figured it out yet....

My "It's fine. It's all fine. It'll be fine"? Yeah that's Tammi Speak for "this is f*cked up!!"

Just in case you didn't realize that...

The Sun Wasn't Shining

2006-04-04T07:46:00.000-05:00

I think it's pretty safe to say yesterday wasn't the best of days. Nope. Not at all.

The funny thing is it was no single thing that threw me. It just built over the day. As each hour went by my mood sunk. That is really funny if you knew that I messed up my regulator clock in the living room when I "sprung forward" so it's permanently SIX something right now. (I do this with every time change - I've got to have that thing worked on.)

Anyway - it was just a long flippin' day. Loooooonnnnnnngggggg day. And an even longer night. Everything just seemed to be moving in slow motion and trust me when I tell you there was nothin' goin' on that I wanted to enjoy THAT much!!!!

And I know there will be days like this. I'm just a little ticked that I seem to be having so many so soon. Maybe part of it is the lack of things to do. Last time I went through a little employment hiatus I had the pool and the beach in easy reach. I'd bust my hump posting and take an hour or two break every afternoon to just get outside. Enjoy the sunshine, float in the water, take a walk on the beach. Sun and water - always a good cure for me. The weather has been kinda stormy here so that's been out. Plus, to be honest, I don't know what the townfolk would think of the crazy new lady walkin' around her backyard in a bathing suit with the sprinkler goin' in April. Yeah, probably not the impression I want to give.

Oh and don't think I don't have "things" to do. I've got a basement to organize, a garage to empty, a house to clean. I got stuff. I just don't care. I don't care if my basement is a maze of boxes, I don't care that I've still got to go out the garage to get something. Nope. Don't care.

It's my brain. My brain won't let me unfocus. My brain just won't stop running scenarios of doom. My brain, always trying to come up with a plan is spinnin' like an old tire on ice. And I just can't get the damned thing outta gear.

So.........I apologize for the ventin' post below. I really hadn't thought when I wrote that. I just needed to "get it out". But yes, I'm strugglin' right now. It'll be fine. It'll all be fine. It's just not fine right now. THAT'S my problem.

Fine. Just Fine.

2006-04-04T07:35:00.000-05:00

Well, the old host is gone. Actually that's not alllll bad. I would have stayed with them, simply because I've been there all along, and it was just too much effort to change over. NOW - I'll be a part of the MuNu family, and that's kinda nice. Oh, you'll still be able to find me at tammisworld.com - that's mine for a while now.

The beginnings of the site are up. I'll start playing with it as soon as I get a bit more coffee in my system. I'm hoping that by the beginning of next week things will be back over there and everything will be right with the world again.

Meanwhile, I'll just plug away over here - puttin' thoughts down, and visiting my friends. It'll be fine. It'll all be fine.

Oh For Cryin' Out Loud

2006-04-04T06:44:00.000-05:00

I am so sick and tired of everything always being someone else's fault. I just hate that. And it seems so prevalant in this society anymore. I know that thought process is out there, but sometimes I can forget. Then I see some stupid article, like this one, and it all comes rushing back.....

"Racy music, TV blamed for teen sex". So what are you tellin' me with a headline like that? Before racy music and TV teenagers didn't have sex?? Oh, please, please try and make me believe THAT one.

Personal responsibility. PERSONAL. RESPONSIBILITY. Yeah, I know kids are exposed to more and more crap every day- and yes, every once in a while even *I* am surprised at some of it. But kids will be kids. And parents MUST be parents. If parents are communicating with their kids, talking to them, working with them, showing them about responsibility and such - THAT is a stronger influence than any TV show, movie or song.

When my kids were young, I was pretty young too. My oldest was only 10 years younger than I was. I was new to the whole parenting thing, and I know I made lots and lots of mistakes. But the most important thing to me was to be a good example. I tried to keep in mind that these kids were watching me, paying attention. I didn't want to send mixed signals. I wanted to show them there was a life - with morals and values - beyond what they had known.

Now.......I will admit my boys were doin' the hoochy koochy at a young age. Hell, their Daddy had a party when the oldest walked on the wild side. I was mortified. I had to work up the courage, at 23, to talk to him about safe sex, responsibility, restraint. I STILL shudder when I remember THAT little talk. And I knew at that time I still had 2 more to get through. YIKES.

But I never blamed anyone else for what my kids did. Same with my nieces and nephew. It wasn't the music they listend to, or the movies their Daddy let them watch - it was us. It was OUR actions they watched.

So I am about sick and tired of this same recycled bullshit that everyone else is the reason kids act up. And what makes me even sicker is the fact that people fall for this line of crap. I just don't understand whatever happened to personal responsibility.

I'm just waitin' now to see them start the damned CD burnin' and campaign against movies. It's just the same old cycle, over and over again..........

I Give Up

2006-04-03T16:36:00.000-05:00

That's it. I quit.

I just can't be optimistic about everything anymore.

All Done.

No more second guessing. No more looking for signs, signals....nothin'.

I'm tired. What is is, what will be will be.

Period.

You Win.

Testing......

2006-04-03T12:56:00.000-05:00

Does this damned thing still work???

I transfered over the blogroll - but it looks like crap at this point...

Oh well, it's all only temporary.

I'm Going Home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-09-19T19:20:00.000-05:00

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah!!!!!!

I'm so damn excited. My other site works again! It works, it really works.

I can post. I can delete. I can do what ever I damn well please!!!!! Yeah.

So................

This will be it for Blogspot. I'll keep the archives here, and use it for back-up (please that I don't need it) but I'm Goin' HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK - I Have A Complaint

2004-09-19T12:13:00.000-05:00

There are several different things I'd like to get via Cafe Press. I really like one of these "I'd Rather be blogging" Women's Tank Top I found via the PrestoPundit. I'd also like one of these from Sgt. Hook. Then of course there is the large coffee mug over at Laughing Wolf's shop, that's perfect for my morning blogging. And who wouldn't want a Smash Hat?!?!?

So what's my point? Simple really. Cafe Press doesn't take paypal. Only credit cards, and I don't have any of those. Given the fact that I spend most of my waking hours in department stores, furnitures stores and malls - I cut them all up. Yep, every last one. If I don't have the cash to pay for it, I don't buy it. Plus, you can use paypal for more and more things every day.

Can anyone explain why Cafe Press doesn't include PayPay? I know I'm not the only person that doesn't have credit cards, you have to think they are missing a lot of business.

Oh Well, I guess it's just the way things go. I just wanted to vent for a minute.

Light at the End of the Tunnel

2004-09-19T09:57:00.000-05:00

Yep, I think I'm finally going to be able to move back home (just in time to have to post that damn picture of me sporting a TEMPORARY UT tattoo).

I got through to my blogmiester and she will be addressing my problems (well, those that she can help with anyway) this morning. I've even decided to upgrade to MT 3. I want better control of comments, post scheduling, and am hoping it will correct my trackback feature better.

I've really missed posting at my regular digs. I had some trouble when I first moved over there, as I'm not in any way shape or form good at programming or anything more advanced than type and click. But I eventually figured it out. I liked the fact that I could post pictures easily. This blogger option is NOT user friendly (well, at least this user doesn't think so) and I miss my extended entry option. I liked it for SQotD and pictures and such.

So.....I am hoping to be back home by tomorrow. I know, I shouldn't tease. But I'm just so damned excited I needed to share!!!!

Sunday Comic Relief

2004-09-19T08:52:00.000-05:00

I received this from a friend via e-mail. Have no idea who wrote it, so if you know, tell me and I'll give credit where credit is due.

It's my version of the Sunday Comics. (Hey, maybe we'll start that as a regular thing, like SQotD)

Enjoy!!

Subject: NOTICE FROM CARNIVAL CRUISE LINES: Afghanistan Cruise

We at Carnival Cruise Lines didn't forget that a lot of entertainers had promised to leave the country if George W.Bush became President. With that in mind, we have a Special Offer for those who still want to keep their promise!

Attention: Would Alec Baldwin, Rosie O'Donnell, Ed Asner,Whoppi Goldberg, Cher, Phil Donahue, Rob Reiner, Barbara Streisand, Jane Fonda, Pierre Salinger, and anyone else who made that promise, please dispose of all US assets and report to Florida for the sailing of the Funship Cruise, "Elation," which has been commissioned to take you to your new vacation homes in Afghanistan. You may opt to be dropped off in Somalia or Iraq.

The Florida Supreme Court will sponsor a Farewell Parade in your honor through Palm Beach,Broward, and Miami-Dade counties prior to your cruise.

Please pack for an extended stay...at least four more years

Note: Since you advocate strict gun control, you may not bring any.

Staffing your voyage is Bill Clinton as captain, Al Gore as cruise director, Monica Lewinsky as recreation director, Ted Kennedy as lifeguard and emergency procedures director, and Ex-Congressman Gary Condit as intern coordinator.

If you have any questions about making arrangements for your homes,friends and loved ones, please direct your comments Hillary Clinton. Her village can raise your children while you're gone, and she an watch over all your money and your furnishings until you return.

Bon Voyage!

Talk About Home Field Advantage.......

2004-09-18T22:33:00.000-05:00

Let me just say what an incredible QB Erik Ainge is! Holy Smokes, that kid is going places!

That being said........I am ever a gracious loser. *mumble unsportsmanlike conduct my ass mumble*

So, congrats to Eric (and Johnny_oh) and the Tennessee Volunteers.

I'll be getting that picture done tomorrow.

oh.my.goodness.

Blackfive Hits 1,000,000

2004-09-18T16:15:00.000-05:00

And I helped!!

Congratulations Blackfive.

Honestly, I know I'm probably preaching to the choir here - but what a great site he has!!

I'm over there a couple times a day just to see what interesting tidbits he has.

Oh, and there are the People You Should Know, Military Stuff, General Information - and just tons of other great things. Really - if you aren't over there at least once a day you are missing something special.

Challenge!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-09-18T07:52:00.000-05:00

Today the Florida Gators play the Tennesse Volunteers. In Tennessee. Yeah, it'll be a good game but I'm saying here and now I believe the Gators will win.

And I'm willing to put my reputation on the line. I've issued a challenge to Straight White Guy Eric! Problem is what the "payoff" should be. (get your minds OUT of the gutter kids!)

Any ideas folks?What should happen if the Gators win? What should happen if the Vols win?

The game starts at 8:00 tonite, so there's a bit of time, but I also have to work. SO if we can agree on something before, oh say 6:00 cst I think that's pretty good. Put those creative minds to work, but keep it clean.

Hrumph.......like the Vols are gonna win this one.......hrumph

UPDATE 11:45am

GAME ON!!

Here it is folks - straight from Eric's comment section:

Harvey actually posted a pretty good suggestion when I asked for ideas on the payoffs.
You have to post a mp3 of you singing the Gators' fight song. (When Gators win)
I'll have to write the word Volunteers somewhere on my person in black magic maker and post a picture (IF Vols win)

So.....what'cha think?
Bullshitted by Tammi on September 18, 2004 11:25 AM

..damn, that's a stiff deal... do I get to pick which part of your body?..
Bullshitted by Eric on September 18, 2004 11:26 AM

NOPE. ;)

But I promise it won't be my hand, or something lame like that. I'll make it interesting! But then again, I don't think that will even be an issue! (hee hee hee)Bullshitted by Tammi on September 18, 2004 11:32 AM

.. bring it on, Tammi... consider it a bet, baby...
Bullshitted by Eric on September 18, 2004 11:42 AM

So......watch the Gators defend my honor tonite on CBS at 8:00. Get that recorder ready Eric. Oh, and here's a link to the lyrics and such - just so you have it. ;-)

Saturday Question of the Day

2004-09-18T05:20:00.000-05:00

Every Saturday I'll try to come up with some "out there" question that just makes you stop and think about something not so important. Think of it as a mini vacation. If you have any ideas drop me a line and we'll throw it in here. Who knows, it might be fun.

OK - Here goes:

I think I'm going to start a "desert island" theme. Let's set the stage. You have to spend the next 20 years on a desert island. What 5 CD's do you want to take with you? (Must be store bought - NO "homemade" ones allowed). This is actually a repeat of the first SQD I did, but I didn't hold to that rule and we also have new folks hanging around.

ME:

1) Eric Clapton - greatest hits
2) Bonnie Raitt - Luck of the Draw
3) Van Morrison - greatest hits
4) AC/DC - Back in Black
5) Romantic Classical Music (yes it's a real CD)

I'll admit my list changes day to day, but it always has at least 2 of these CDs on it. This is a tough one, especially if you're a real music lover.

So....what 5 CD's would you HAVE to have with you to survive 20 years on a desert island?

What a Trip That Was

2004-09-17T15:09:00.000-05:00

So I'm working on this damn analysis for my new customer. The formula's are not working out, can't figure out what the bonehead that set the spreadsheet up was trying to do, and basically I've had to rebuild the whole damn thing.

I've spent most of the day on it. I decided I needed a break - so rather than go out and sit by the pool, take a walk around the neighborhood, what do I do?? I go a blogging.

I found the MOST entertaining blog ever. Seriously - the posts are cute but the comments entertained the hell out of me.

Here's what I've been able to figure out. Grammarian started this blog in June. Title: I Need A Name For This Blog. Every entry is suggestions for names. The comments are building on the suggestions.

I have tears in the corner of my eyes from laughing. So....I wanted to share. I figure this is the perfect late Friday post, as we'll have all weekend to browse.

Damn, I love it when I find something new. And refreshing. There are no politics, no hurricanes, no professional venting....wait. I have all that on my blog?!?!? OK - so if you're sick of me, head over to I Need A Name For This Blog and get revitalized. Plus, with all the talented family members I have I think we might be able to come up with some great suggestions.

Ouch

2004-09-17T12:42:00.000-05:00

Funny......but not

No No No No NO

2004-09-17T10:15:00.000-05:00

OK - THIS is getting personal. It shows the path that Ivan took and the projected path of Jeanne. Now, again, I fully realize that it's early and no reason to panic. However, that does not mean don't pay attention.

I saw that map this morning, then this one and just threw my hands in the air. I quit. All Done. No More. There is NO PLACE in the state that one can go and not deal with debris and damage. The only thing left is Chicago - and I don't have time for that right now.

So, Jeanne, if you're listening - Go AWAY!!! You are NOT welcome here. Nothing personal, just turn your windy ass around and head out to sea. We've had enough.

UPDATE 7:30pm 9/17: Well, I guess I told her! According to the latest tracker Jeanne will NOT turn west into Florida. She's heading out to sea. Yeah.

I guess she didn't want to tangle with a 6'2" red head, out to protect her territory. *hrumph*

Time to Expand Your Horizons

2004-09-17T10:05:00.000-05:00

Don't settle. Don't stop improving yourself. Expand your horizons. Learn something new.

Well, my Blogdaughter Lee Ann has the perfect opportunity.

Did you know Sunday September 19th is National Talk Like A Pirate Day? In the Tampa Bay area Pirate is the language of choice a couple of times a year, so it's something most of us take for granted.

Head on over to Lee Ann's View and learn something new. Add another language to your repertoire.

(Plus, it's got some great pick-up lines!!!)

I Know You're Wondering.....

2004-09-17T08:47:00.000-05:00

Just what's going on with my unwanted guest. Well, I have to admit I haven't been in the garage since his arrival on Wednesday. Nope. The car is sitting out in the driveway.

First I want to thank all those that left suggestions. Damn, some of them sound pretty good. And I wish I could get someone over here to deal with this. But, alas, it's up to me. I gotta be a grown up.

So....as much as I hate to say this, I'm goin' in.

Tonite I'm going to run to Wal-Mart (ouch) and buy some more shelving units for the garage. That will allow me to get more of my work stuff up off the ground and get more organized. But you need to picture this. I have to move all the stuff first to make room for the shelves. The snake and spiders are there. SO.....I think I'm going to use the long pole/net thing from my pool. Just push or lift everything from a distance. That should be great entertainment for the neighbors. Add in the fact that I'll be doing the snake/spider dance the entire time. Maybe I should suggest they get the video recorders ready.

Then, after I get the shelves up and stuff shook out (to make sure the critters are gone) I'm going to sweep everything out. Then I can finally call the pest control. If I called them first it wouldn't do any good. Too much stuff in the way.

Oh, did I tell you what kind of spiders I got? No, well here's a couple examples. We got Banana spiders. I don't know why they are in my garage - it ain't a garden and there are no banana's there, but I got a few of those. I got Daddy-longlegs (the non poisonous ones) I found some jumping spiders and after that I stopped looking.

So, I'm sure you're wondering where all these flippin spiders came from and why I have so many. One word folks. Hurricanes. Two to be exact. I keep saying that it's not just humans that lose their homes during these storms. Nature is also pretty screwed up. These critters need someplace to settle, and it just so happened they like my garage.

Well, not for long. The other little trick I'm going to try comes from Mama Vi. I'm going to get a couple boxes of smelly moth balls and place them in strategic locations in the garage. Supposedly that will keep them out. Pest control will get rid of them, but nothing really keeps them out, not in a garage setting.

Now, help me remember.....I wanted a house because of why??????

So What Day Is It?

2004-09-17T08:23:00.000-05:00

Thursday? Friday? Wednesday? I'm really not sure. And it really doesn't matter.

Since it took 2 days to get my customer set up, and now I find out I'm out of town for 3 days next week the old saying really does come true. There is NO rest for the wicked. It looks like today is paperwork and running this afternoon. Tomorrow yet another trip to Daytona to see everyone I didn't see the past couple of days. Sunday will be my upscale furniture stores and Monday it's on the road.

Damn. Next month is looking bad already. I've got a wedding Oct. 16th. (That will be GREAT). I'm in Georgia from the 24-the 29th. And somehow I have to hit every single one of my stores 2x within that 4 week period. I see a lot of windshield time in my future.

Let's look a little bit farther into the future. November is chocked full of meetings and another wedding. And then I have to go home for Thanksgiving weekend. I have to drive (21 hours) so that I can bring my Mom home with me. So there I lose a week.

Then....it's Christmas.

Just let that sink in for a moment. Christmas.

Holy Cow. My brain can barely comprehend that.

Now you see a bit more of how my mind works. Don't hate me because I plan.

Carnival of Recipes

2004-09-17T08:13:00.000-05:00

This week the carnival is being hosted by Prochein Amy and it looks really good!!!!

You got cakes and main dishes and one of my favorite types of food - Breakfast Food. I'm so making that one.

I'm not going to spoil things so get yourself over to Amy's and check out the goodies.

Great Job Amy!! Thanks for havin' us.

Next week the Carnival will be over at Jennifer's Mellow-Drama.

Tonite's Drive Home

2004-09-16T19:45:00.000-05:00

Tonite as I was driving back from Daytona I came across another sight that brought tears to my eyes.

2 lanes of I4 were blocked off. All the on ramps were blocked. There was a caravan of 30 Seminole County Sherriff vehicles driving west with their flashers on. There were cruisers, SUV's pullin' trailers, Pick-ups with 4 wheelers in the back.

I could see the uniforms hanging in the back seats.

They are headin' to the panhandle to help however they can.

Seminole county got the shit kicked out of them by Charley. Frances put a serious dent in any progress made in rebuilding. Frances was just a day or so over a week ago.

Yet, these officers were on their way to help however they could. Conditions won't be good. The hours will be long. But there they go.

It really got to me.

This is Funny

2004-09-16T18:50:00.000-05:00

And truer than I like to admit.

My favorite?

You Might be a Floridian if........

You exhibit a slight twitch when introduced to anyone with the first names of Charley, Frances or Ivan

Go read the rest. Funny.

Thanks Bou. If we didn't laugh we'd cry!

It's a Present for EVERYONE!!

2004-09-16T07:46:00.000-05:00

Sounds like Harvey had a pretty good birthday. Yeah - no one deserves it more, IMHO.

He's given us all a surprise. Go check out his birthday round-up. He's thrown in a little "Thank You" at the end.

Harvey? Thank YOU!!! ;)

Had To Link

2004-09-16T07:41:00.000-05:00

I can't get this to load correctly in blogspot. BUT...I found THIS at Doc in the Box and thought it was very cool.

Here are my results:

What is Your Battle Cry?

Stalking amidst the fields, brandishing a reflective halberd, cometh Tammi! And she gives a bloodthirsty grunt:

"You in some shit now, muhfuh! I swear that on this night, you shall dine in hell!"

I think it's pretty accurate. Go and check it out yourself.

Calling All Manly Men

2004-09-16T06:25:00.000-05:00

I need a man.

Yep, I've got a problem that I just can't solve on my own.

You see, I have 3 fears in this life. I mean real fears.

1) Spiders. So what happens? My garage is infested with them. Yuck.

2) Hurricanes. No explanation needed with this one.

3) Snakes. Here in lies my problem.

This morning as I was closing the garage door, this slimy, sneaky, scaly, evil snake rushed into my garage. He's in there right now. I want him to leave. NOW.

So how do I get rid of a snake? If anyone is dense enough to tell me to catch it, you need to re-read the 3 fears listed above. That is NOT an option.

To make it worse, he's gonna love it in there. All those spiders, it's like a snake smorgusboard. Not to mention all the boxes and crap in there for work. Oh yeah, it's like the flippin Ritz for snakes.

At the risk of repeating myself, I want it out of there. Now. And I want the word to spread through the snake world that they DON'T want to try it again.

Hey Eric, Johhny_Oh! Any suggestions. Ya'll are country boys, surely you know some trick that will "encourage" the little bastard to leave. Anybody???

It Broke My Heart

2004-09-16T06:00:00.000-05:00

So I'm driving back from my customer's today (another post in itself) and traffic gets really bad just west of Orlando. It's 7:30pm so I know it's not rush hour. What?? I'm tired, I've had a physically exhausting day and I just want to get home! mumble mumble mumble

Then I see them.

A caravan of 30 tree trimming trucks, all from North Carolina, heading North West.

I can't say I know for certain, but I'm sure they are headed to the panhandle.

These 30 crews of men, that left their families, and their homes, to come down here and help us get our cities back together after Charley and Frances did their damnedest. These 30 crews of men off to more heat, mosquitoes, miserable conditions. Now, I realize they are making some money off these storms, but they deserve every dime they are getting and then some.

But driving past that caravan, knowing that where they are going is going to need so much help to regroup. It broke my heart.

So Let Me Tell You 'Bout My Day....

2004-09-16T05:47:00.000-05:00

First, I know I'm cheating. I'm dating these posts for tomorrow morning, as I know I'm not going to have time to post anything.

I'm exhausted. Physically and mentally. I am too damn old to be setting up 19 beds (frames, headboards/footboards, boxes and matts) with a 65 yr old man as my only real help. But wait, I'm getting ahead of myself.

Morning starts out at 5:00am. WAY earlier than I wanted to get up, but there's no hope for it. The eyes opened and weren't going to close back up anytime soon. So I get up, make coffee, blog and get ready for the day. Handle a couple of fires and I'm dressed and out the door by 8:00am.

My new customer is finally ready to set up his floor and open for business this weekend. WooHoo. I have a lot of hope for this account, I think we'll both do pretty well for ourselves.

Only problem is he's never sold beds before. Knows nothing about the business. He and I have developed a really good relationship and he's made it clear he is depending on me for everything. (please Lord, don't let me fail him!)

So I head on over to the east coast to get him set up. The nice thing is I get to wear jeans and be comfortable. I'd have preferred shorts, but didn't want to push my luck.

So I get over there and the room is bare except for 2 stacks of platforms. Oh No. Way too many platforms and they need to be set up. BTW - these are all for queen size beds, not exactly light weight. So I start carrying them where I need them to be. Put together 2 twin frames, another queen and a king. Decide which displays I want headboards with and get those assembled.

Now it's time to head to the warehouse. Oh, did I mention this store got hit pretty bad by Frances? No? The owner stayed at the store all night sucking the water in to a WetVac as it came in the doors. This man is dedicated. And focused on getting open.

So anyway, back to the warehouse. It's about 120 degrees in there (no shit). The delivery didn't go smooth, from what I heard, so there are boxes and matts everywhere. Plus, having never sold beds, they don't know the best way to store them or inventory them. After an hour we get the first load ready to take into the shop.

I start pulling the boxes off the cart, tearing off the heavy plastic bags and getting them placed. Again, remember mostly queen beds - the boxes aren't that heavy just very awkward, and no scooting allowed. Can't scuff up the display beds. Doesn't look good.

So I'm slinging boxes. I'm now exhausted. Did I mention 19 beds? Oh, sorry, I wasn't sure.

Now it's time to bring the matts in. Oh. My. Goodness. Those suckers are heavy. I mean very very heavy.

So.......long story short. I didn't get it all done today. I have to go back tomorrow. AND I get to spend even more quality time in the warehouse doing inventory and setting up a storage system.

By the time I got home, I was dragging. I stopped for cigarettes and the girl at the smoke shop took one look at me and started laughing. My hair is so curly I look like Annie. I was barefooted, filthy and could barely put one foot in front of another. I'm limping cause I jammed my big toe on my right foot and dropped a box on the left, resulting in a lovely gash right over the vein. Let's not even talk about what my back feels like. Oh yeah, I'm a lovely sight about now.

So....I have about 4 hours of work to do on the computer for tomorrows visit. I'm too tired to do it tonite, so that means a very early morning. Hence the reason for the "cheatin" posts. I'm sure you understand.

I'm way too old for this shit!

Get Those Recipes In Folks

2004-09-15T07:34:00.000-05:00

I'm seeing a lot of really good entries for this weeks Carnival of Recipes!! But I'm gonna make you wait till it's published. If you've been surfing around like I have you'll have stumbled across some pretty tempting stuff.

So this is what you do. Email the link to your posted recipe to: recipe(dot)carnival(at)gmail(dot)com. If you don't have a blog, don't let that stop you, just email the recipe to that same address and it'll be posted!!!

The deadline is Midnight on Thursday. The Carnival will be posted Friday.

This week the lovely and talented Amy of Prochien Amy is hosting.

This Week's Recipe

2004-09-15T07:23:00.000-05:00

Down home cookin'. I told ya'll.

This is my mother's recipe for pea salad. It is wonderful. It also makes it easy for her, since it's what everyone always wants her to make. Just remember you really need to make it a day ahead of time, for the flavor to be at it's peak.

Mama Vi's Pea Salad

Combine:
1 can white corn
1 can Early Peas
1 can small lima beans
6 green onions (cut fine)

(options)
some finely chopped celery
1 can small button mushrooms (I always add these!)

MIX separately:
1/3 cup vegetable oil
2/3 cup sugar
3/4 cup white vinegar

Stir until sugar dissolves

Pour over vegetables, add salt and pepper to taste.
Refrigerate NO LESS THAN 6 hours (better if over night)

Good for a Laugh

2004-09-15T07:07:00.000-05:00

Jim over at Parkway Rest Stop is on a roll! He's been doing this series called "At Home with John and Teresa. Funny Stuff.

There are nine parts so far. To make it easy for ya'll to follow here are the links, in order:

No 1
No 2
No 3
No 4
No 5
No 6
No 7
No 8
No 9

Really, he has a gift. I'm so glad he's sharing it.

BTW - my favorite? No. 8 (so far)

Just About Had It

2004-09-15T06:11:00.000-05:00

I've had several people ask me when I'm moving back to the "regular" site. Well, I'm trying.

I've sent out several SOS's and am hoping to hear something by the time I get home tonite. My host company says it's not them. And I'm inclined to believe that, as I can access my "manage" page no problem. I can create and save drafts. But when I try to rebuild my site for anything I get an error telling me I don't have permission. (That phrase has never sat well with me any way!)

It's been over 2 weeks and I'm a bit frustrated. I'm willing to upgrade to MT 3.0 while we're fixing this mess, but I just need help. I've read the MT instruction book, but felt like I was reading in a foreign language. I'm not a programmer by any stretch. I'm a user. Plain and simple. Give me hands on training and I can work on any application. But this is makin' me nuts!!!

So....just a post to let you know I'm trying to get back to the Big Blog stuff. Hell, I've paid in advance for a year on my server and my domain - I'd like to think I was getting my money's worth. Watch for something to give in the next week.

Ivan and Friends

2004-09-15T05:16:00.000-05:00

Ivan is preparing to strike. I only hope those in the "cone" are prepared for it. This bastard looks to be worse than Charley and Frances combined. With the force of Charley and the size and speed (or lack there of) of Frances things don't look good for those in the Panhandle, coastal Alabama or New Orleans.

It's weird not hearing all the information. Now that we know that Central/South Florida will not suffer a direct hit, trying to get information on this storm is frustrating to say the least. Oh, there are the usual channels, MEDIA, Weather.com, Wunderground, and THIS SITE I got from Bou. But I'm used to finding information on every channel. I'm used to constant updates. It's frustrating as hell, I really need to know what's going on.

I also find that I'm feeling a little guilty. I'm so used to these monsters aiming in my general direction, I feel guilty for the relief I feel that I don't have to worry about myself. I wouldn't wish this on ANYONE! But I can't deny that I'm so happy I don't have to deal with this one head on.

Now, Jeanne is a whole 'nother ballgame. Look at this. I know it's early, and as Ivan has showed these storms can change course at any time, but this just don't look good at all. Talk about the old 1 / 2 punch. Damn. This looks a lot like the track Frances took. This will definitely bear watching.

So, my prayers go out to all those in Ivan's path. And that doesn't mean just those in coastal areas. I live in CENTRAL Florida, no where near a beach (gulf or ocean) and we've had our asses kicked 2x now. If they are showing you anywhere near the intended path of the bad boy, PREPARE. PREPARE. PREPARE. Trust me, you CANNOT Prepare Enough. Get Gas. Even if there is plenty, the pumps don't work with out electricity. Get Batteries. Get lanterns, not just flashlights. WATER WATER WATER. Nonperishable foods. Honestly - you'll be glad you have them when the winds are howling around you and you don't know what the next few days/weeks will hold. That little piece of mind, knowing that you have done all you can to prepare is worth it. Get bug spray, both for people and your home. Ants, flying stingy things and spiders will be looking for someplace to go. They like homes. They like our homes. Keep them out.

You know, I used to think those that talked in the manner of what I've just posted were alarmists. You know - "the sky if falling" types. NOW - I'm happy to go back to quoting the Girl Scouts Motto "Always be prepared". Oh, yeah. Now, it's all about peace of mind.

Happy Birthday Harvey!!

2004-09-14T08:00:00.000-05:00

So it's my Blogfather's birthday today. Yep - a special day of celebrating that life and being that is Harvey.

He made it pretty easy on us blogkids as to what he wanted for gifts. Yeah, you got it - boobie shots. Lots and lots of boobies shots. In fact he started dropping hints a while ago!

Here's my dilemma. I got nothin. No seriously - I got Nothing. Not only do I not have any good boobie shots, I got nothing to take those shots OF. I know, I'm disappointed too.

So this is the best that I can do Harvey. I wish you the very happiest of birthdays. My hope for you is that this year be all you want it to be.

What you give to others, whether you realize it or not, is so much more than just a laugh or a hug. You have never failed to lift our spirits, build our confidence or nudge us along. Because of you I've met some of the most wonderful people in my life. Because of you I continue to push myself to try something new - knowing that if I fail it's ok, at least I tried.

Happy Birthday Harvey. It's a day for all of us to celebrate the gift that is you!!

Christmas In September

2004-09-14T07:45:00.000-05:00

Keystone Military News is my kind of people. They are thinking ahead. They are thinking about our men and women in the sandbox. They have a list and they're checking it twice.

What am I talking about? Well, check this out.

They have a lofty goal of creating and sending 5,000 stockings to the troops for Christmas. 5,000. And they can't do it alone.

Here's your chance to give yourself a little something for Christmas. The feeling of making someone smile. The feeling of easing a bit of that homesick hurt that comes at being away from all those you know and love.

what's the plan? Easy.

They need people to start buying or making stockings. They should be 12" or larger, but not too big as they need be filled and shipped.

They need people to help gather the gifts to put in these stockings. Travel size toiletries, individually wrapped snacks, candy canes, games, gum - be creative!!!

They need help with the postage. And there are options there - they got paypal, or you can mail in a check or money order.

See, easy enough if we all pull together. And just think of the satisfaction you'll feel.

So come on folks - put on those Santa hats and get to work. It's for our troops. It's the very least we can do.

No Point Really, Just a Story

2004-09-14T07:11:00.000-05:00

When I read this post over at Whimsey Capricious asking about our claim to fame, then this post at SWWBO talking about Oprah giving away a car to every member of her studio audience, I developed the urge to tell you about my brush with Oprah. (kinda like when two fronts meet up in the weather world and develop a storm, but not as interesting).

When I was still married and living on the farm in northern Indiana, we got a new neighbor. Oprah. Yeah, she bought the old fortress that had been owned by an ex Cubs player (don't remember who that was.) And it really was a fortress. Tall brick walls surrounded the property, with locked iron gates at the entry. It was a pretty big house, from what I could see - in fact some magazine did a spread on her with her dogs when she first moved in.

Anyway I was working downtown Chicago then and getting up at 4:00 to catch the 5:30am train into the city. What a pain in the ass that was. Lucky for me, some days I could work from home or I'd be preparing to visit customer plants and could get a little bit later start. On those select mornings, right around 7:00 or so you'd hear a helicopter buzzing the house. If you made it to the window in time, you'd see HARPO printed on the bottom. Yeah, that sure beats the hell outta taking the train. My husband would always tease me that, since I was such a big shot city girl now, I should call my pal, our neighbor Oprah and see if I could catch a ride. I know, the man had a brilliant comedic mind.

So one day I was at the local grocery store to pick up stuff I needed for dinner. This was just a little hole in the wall 2fer store. It had 2 of anything you could possibly need in a small country market. It might be a year out of date, but they made damn sure they had 2 of everything. So, being as it was a Saturday nite, small town (we didn't even have a real stop light) and I was in a hurry, I went in my jammies. I did that a lot. (I was married, I didn't need to impress my neighbors.) As I'm walking down the canned goods aisle, I ran into someone standing in front of the soups. In her jammies and curlers. I excused myself and started to walk around, when she said "Oh No, please excuse me!". Yep, it was Oprah. No fuss, no big deal, just shoppin at the local market on a Saturday night in her jammies and curlers. Just like me. (well except for the curlers.)

Now, I don't agree with Oprah politically. I don't watch her show. Never been a fan of talk shows. But I admire her as a person. She had a dream. Worked very hard to achieve that dream. And now she shares as she sees fit. Generously. And I also appreciate the fact that she makes no apologies for spoiling herself, or for being who she is. Not falseness there at all. She has more money than God and she spends it as she wants to. Some to charities and some on herself.

Hell, I'd like to think I'd do the same thing. And you can bet, if I had her money I'd take the helicopter to work! And I'd probably still shop in my jammies too!

I Just Don't Get It

2004-09-13T20:30:00.000-05:00

This evening I finally had time to really go back and read some posts that I was interested in, follow all the links - you know, really study things.

So I found these two links over at Bonfire this past weekend. I had left a comment on the first one when I first read it, but I hadn't had the time to really read the comment thread.

It was a link to a post on the DU (no, I won't link to it - I don't want them following the link here). Now, many of you have been reading that stuff and posting on it. I'll be honest - I don't usually follow the link to that site, as I don't need to aggravate myself like that. However, after reading what Bonfire said, I really did want to understand.

I sat here reading in complete surprise. It was like being sucker punched. These people were saying I had no right to mourn what happened in NYC on 9/11/01 because I don't live there. They said my grief and rage were fake, a front to excuse my ignorance and desire for war. What?!?! What???

Honestly, I'm amazed. Maybe it's because that thought process is so alien to me. Maybe that's why I feel so stupid for not realizing the level of hatred out there. And they do - they hate ME because I'm from a small town, because I cry when I think of 9/11 and because I support President Bush. How can they hate ME when all I've done is exercise my love for this country, my fellow citizens and my right to free thought and speech? How does that make me such a bad person?

I've known that there are those out there that are so fired up over this election that they "hate" anyone that disagrees with them. I've seen the passion felt by those that hate President Bush. But these comments, from what I could tell, come from people that live in NYC. They are angry that so many of us were so deeply effected. They belittle our memorials, our tributes. They want to deny me my right to mourn. They actually believe that because I wasn't there, physically in the city I couldn't possibly understand.

There was a comment posted talking about firefighters in Indiana that during a festival were wearing tshirts and hats that said FDNY. They said they were wanna be's that had probably never seen so much as a trailer fire. My sister is a firefighter in Indiana. She's seen a hell of a lot more than A trailer fire. Her grief on 9/11/01 was real. She also lost her partner that day. They run that risk in every fire department and police department every single day. The firefighters and police across this country are brothers and sisters. They suffered the losses right along with the firefighters and police in NYC. How DARE these people belittle their feelings.

Maybe I'm naive. Maybe I'm too optimistic. Maybe I just don't get it. But I'll never understand the ugliness that these people put in writing. In writing. It's there for anyone to read. I'll be honest. I stay away from sites that are extremist, for either side. I won't be a party to that.

I'm a single, conservative woman. I support our military and my country with all that is in me. I am a Christian. I come from a small town and have been fortunate enough to see much of this world. I will express my views without apology.

However........

I will not belittle you if you do not agree with me, or hold the same values as I do. I will not condemn you simply because of where you were born, where you live, what race you are, or what beliefs you hold. And I choose not to tolerate those that do these things. I refuse to allow the hatred to breed in me. There is enough evil in this world - I will not be a part of it.

Lies Beget Lies, and so on and so on......

2004-09-13T13:10:00.000-05:00

I haven't said anything so far about the Rather documents and the outrage throughout the blogshpere. But I've been reading. Oh, yes I have.

Today I found Kerry Spot on NRO and I liked it. I liked it alot.

What I especially liked was this piece, This Is A Defence , written by Jim Geraghty, reviewing Dan Rather's response to the critisim that aired Friday evening.

Here's a piece of the picture. Actually it's Rather talking to Jim Moore (author of two books critical of President Bush and his service in the National Guard). Mr. Geraghty's comments are italizied.

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Mr. JIM MOORE (Author): So there's no doubt in my mind that these documents are stating accurately what we know took place from the records that are available.

RATHER: Put it in context and perspective for us, the story and the — what we'll call the counterattack

'Counterattack'? Feeling a little defensive, Mr. Rather on the story. Where are we right now?

Mr. MOORE: Well, I think what has happened is that some incriminating documents have come out. The White House, I should — you should remember, has not discredited the documents.

So what? How on earth would the White House know whether or not Killian kept personal documents?

They're relying on the blogosphere and other people to do that because the White House probably knows that these documents are, in fact, real.

Objection, your honor! Idle speculation by the witness, who is now claiming the power of telepathy and the ability to read the minds of White House staffers!

**
Oh, go read the whole thing. I found it very interesting, especially since I missed the original showing on Friday.

Mudville Keeps On Keeping On

2004-09-13T09:56:00.000-05:00

The good news is it looks like GreyHawk got enough donations to buy the equipment he needs to continue blogging during his "trip". I'm very happy to hear that.

But go and read about the graduation at the on-base High School in Germany. I love the fact that the people in charge of putting this together thought of all the details.

Strengthening The Good

2004-09-13T08:20:00.000-05:00

Strengthen the Good is a network of bloggers that are committed to raising awareness for small charities across the world. Charities where even a dollar makes a difference. Below is information on one of thos charities that is making a difference, a real difference in the lives children - our hope, our future.

There is nothing I admire more than the desire to make a difference, to do some good, to help someone else, to offer hope.

Tracy Woodall is doing that. Tracy is the founder of the Brent Woodall Foundation for Exceptional Children. This foundation offers care and education to autistic children and their parents.

Tracy was 5 weeks pregnatnt when she lost her husband Brent in the attach on 9/11/01. She has chosen to add light back to this world and make a difference. In doing so she has shared the legacy of her husband Brent, and given joy and hope to families with autistic children.

From the outset, Tracy and her foundation have been doing just that. Changing lives and sharing hope.

In Tracy's words:

"With the grief, it was all very black. I couldn't see any future," Mrs. Woodall says. "But right then, I knew I could no longer be an angry, sad person. I had to do whatever I had to do to be happy again."

And she finds that happiness in helping others.

I'd like to introduce you to Tracy Woodall and The Brent Woodall Foundation For Exceptional Children. Go to Strengthen The Good, read, and donate a dollar or two if this touches you.

The Story Behind The Fan

2004-09-13T07:38:00.000-05:00

My Blogsister Bou's comment on my thoughts regarding the spanking my Bucs took last night in Washington has spurred yet another football entry. (I did warn everyone in the very beginning of this blog that I am a Football Freak - so yes, there will be football entries).

You don't want to hear this... but we Southerners watch College Ball. Actually, our whole lives revolve around College Ball. Bull Dawgs, 'Bama, Auburn, Gators, 'Noles... it's a disease we're all happy to have. Our family plots are in the same cemetary as The Bear (as in 'Bama Ball) and whenever we bury a family member, we go pay homage to The Bear. When my 1st cousin married a direct descendent of Robert E Lee, that wasn't a big deal. The fact his family KNEW The Bear was. Just a little Southern factoid stuff for you. Go Gators!

Well let it be known, I don't hold all my love in check for just professional football. Hey, those players have to come from somewhere. Being the control freak that I am, I need to know as much as I can about as many of those playing my beloved game as possible. So yeah, I watch college ball.

I've mentioned before I grew up in Indiana. Let me be specific. I grew up in the shadow of the (Golden) Dome. Yep - I'm an Irish Fan! To My Toes (and that's a lot of real estate, let me tell you!)

One of my favorite memories is when I met Coach Parseghian. You see, when I was 10 years old I used to write letters to the coach telling him my thoughts after a game. I went to all the rally's, met them at the airport. I loved this team. When they won the championship in '73 No One was happier than I was. Fast forward to 1984. I was very ill, and had been in the hospital for 4 months. My doctor knew I was a fan, and he also knew Coach. One day, in the doorway of my room, stood Coach Parseghian. He came in and spent about an hour with me. He even had a couple of my letters. I guess my Doctor told him about me, and my admiration. He asked if he could come and visit. I couldn't believe he had those letters. He said he couldn't believe I'd written them. Very cool man. Very cool moment.

Anyway....................

Saturday? Yep, we beat Michigan and in my book that's one hell of a way to start out the season. ANYTIME we beat Michigan it's a good day!! Add to that the Gators beat Eastern Michigan and it was football nirvana!

But let me get to my point here, ok?

When I moved to Florida I realized I needed to find a local college team to back. I'm a big one on being involved in my community so I really felt it was important.

Sounds simple, doesn't it? Just pick a "local" Florida team and get involved. Not that simple. I have a long memory. I don't forgive easily, especially when it comes to football.

Way back in the 80's there was a rivalry between Miami and ND. The Catholics vs. The Convicts. Jimmy Johnson was the coach of the Hurricanes at that time (I still hate that man). It was a dirty, nasty rivalry. It spurred the one time I threw all of my ex-husbands stuff in the yard. He got tickets to the last game in the series, played in South Bend, and didn't even think to take me. Oh yeah, he came home to all his stuff in the yard. I was one pissed off woman. I still have the t-shirt from that era. I never wear it, I don't want to ruin it. Nope - can't be a Miami fan.

In 1993, ND and Florida State were in the running for National Champions. Florida State stole it from us. Flat out stole it. Nope - can't be a Florida State fan.

As for 'Bama. What can I say? That rivalry was going strong before even I started watching. Oh, I respect the Bear (he's one of the best that's ever been), but that doesn't mean I'm a fan. Ever.

'Dawgs? No way in hell. Tennessee? Get real. Stepping outside the "Southern Realm" and since I'm on a roll now - USC - not in this lifetime. Purdue? Hell, they just started playing REAL Football!!! Ohio State? Come on - think about that for a minute. NO.

So that leaves me with the Gators. And it's a good fit. They play down home football. They play rough, and they don't hide the fact that it's all about the win. Yeah - I'm a Gator fan.

There you have it. Yes, I'm a football freak. I love college and pro. I love the game. (I love the uniforms). So if you're around my house on the weekends, you'll hear 2 or 3 TV's going with a couple of different games. You'll find snacks every where. I like to open up the house, all the fresh air makes me feel like I'm at the game. I turn the TV up loud and I yell. I cheer. I curse.

I love football.

Week 1 Football Results

2004-09-12T15:35:00.000-05:00

It's going to be a long season. I have a couple of things I'd like to say.

First and foremost, Keenan McCardell was wrong wrong wrong with what he did today. I'm a huge fan of the way that man plays football, and was SHOCKED by his interview on CBS pre-game show. Hey, Keenan! You don't wanna play for Tampa? Then get the hell out! Well, I'm sure after his stunt today they'll cut him loose. But if I had my way it would be in a manner that would NOT benefit him at all. The Bucs have been good to him. I'm sorry management is screwing you around, I'm sorry you're unhappy. But what you did today was sad, pitiful and a desperate attempt for attention. Maybe you oughta go play in Dallas with Keyshawn!

Second, is simply SHUT UP Chris Collinsworth! Shut Up. I expect media biased with my news, but leave it the hell outta the football booth. It's bad enough watching my team lose, but we don't need your snide ass remarks as a side dish. We know you don't like Tampa. EVERYONE knows you don't like Tampa. So either curb your swarmy mouth or don't call any more of our games.

Next - Sit Brad Johnson DOWN. He can't scramble. He's not good under pressure. He is only really a dangerous QB when he has plenty of time, and a clear line. Well shit - my Grandma would be a dangerous QB under those circumstances. Sit Him Down. Chris Simms - give him a shot. Hell, he couldn't do any worse.

Saving Grace? Ronde Barber! He's the man!

Next - I miss John Lynch.

It's going to be a very long season.

Supporting Our Troops

2004-09-12T10:38:00.000-05:00

I found this over at Hook-A-Thon:

A note to Hook-A-Thon from PJ of Bramble Ramble:

We’ll be putting a check for $4,000 for the event in tomorrow’s mail. … We figured that will get the ball rolling on the event. Now if we can just figure a way to come tip a few cold ones with everyone at the event…LOL.

Know that we are so proud to be able to help – our military is the finest in the world. We pray constantly for Hook & all the troops in the ‘Stan as well as Iraq and elsewhere. Our heart and thoughts are also with the families at home & we pray for a great homecoming this Spring – and look forward to everyone’s safe return.

I can't say how impressed I am. Of course it wasn't done for that reason. It was done to support our military. WOW.

I just wanted you to know. I think this is an example of the very best in human beings.

It's TIME!!

2004-09-12T09:23:00.000-05:00

Holy Cow! With everything going on I almost missed this. That is very unlike me.

Tampa Bay Buccaneers vs Washington Redskins - today at 1:00pm est.

Oh, Yeah!!!

GO BUCS!!!!

But It IS Funny

2004-09-12T08:46:00.000-05:00

No, I'm not tempting fate. But I got this from a friend of mine via email this morning. She lives in Melbourne and took a pretty good hit from Frances. So, when she sends me an email entitled "Hurricane Preparation Tips" I'm gonna read it. Now I'm gonna share it.

We're about to enter the peak of the hurricane season. Any day now, you're going to turn on the TV and see a weather person pointing to some radar blob out in the Atlantic Ocean and making two basic meteorological points.

(1) There is no need to panic.

(2) We could all be killed.

Yes, hurricane season is an exciting time to be in Florida. If you're new to the area, you're probably wondering what you need to do to prepare for the possibility that we'll get hit by "the big one." Based on our experiences, we recommend that you follow this simple three-step hurricane preparedness plan:

STEP 1: Buy enough food and bottled water to last your family for at least three days.

STEP 2: Put these supplies into your car.

STEP 3: Drive to Nebraska and remain there until Halloween.

Unfortunately, statistics show that most people will not follow this sensible plan. Most people will foolishly stay here in Florida.

We'll start with one of the most important hurricane preparedness items:

HOMEOWNERS' INSURANCE: If you own a home, you must have hurricane insurance. Fortunately, this insurance is cheap and easy to get, as long as your home meets two basic requirements:

(1) It is reasonably well-built, and
(2) It is located in Nebraska.

Unfortunately, if your home is located in Florida, or any other area that might actually be hit by a hurricane, most insurance companies would prefer not to sell you hurricane insurance, because then they might be required to pay YOU money, and that is certainly not why they got into the insurance business in the first place. So you'll have to scrounge around for an insurance company, which will charge you an annual premium roughly equal to the replacement value of your house. At any moment, this company can drop you like used dental floss. Since Hurricane George, I have had an estimated 27 different home-insurance companies. This week, I'm covered by the Bob and Big Stan Insurance Company, under a policy which states that, in addition to my premium, Bob and Big Stan are entitled, on demand, to my kidneys.

SHUTTERS:
Your house should have hurricane shutters on all the windows, all the doors, and -- if it's a major hurricane -- all the toilets. There are several types of shutters, with advantages and disadvantages:

Plywood shutters: The advantage is that, because you make them yourself, they're cheap.
The disadvantage is that, because you make them yourself, they will fall off.

Sheet-metal shutters: The advantage is that these work well, once you get them all up. The disadvantage is that once you get them all up, your hands will be useless bleeding stumps, and it will be December.

Roll-down shutters: The advantages are that they're very easy to use, and will definitely protect your house. The disadvantage is that you will have to sell your house to pay for them.

Hurricane-proof windows: These are the newest wrinkle in hurricane protection: They look like ordinary windows, but they can withstand hurricane winds! You can be sure of this, because the salesman says so. He lives in Nebraska.

Hurricane Proofing your property: As the hurricane approaches, check your yard for movable objects like barbecue grills, planters, patio furniture, visiting relatives, etc... You should, as a precaution, throw these items into your swimming pool (if you don't have a swimming pool, you should have one built immediately). Otherwise, the hurricane winds will turn these objects into deadly missiles.

EVACUATION ROUTE:
If you live in a low-lying area, you should have an evacuation route planned out. (To determine whether you live in a low-lying area, look at your driver's license; if it says "Florida," you live in a low-lying area.) The purpose of having an evacuation route is to avoid being trapped in your home when a major storm hits. Instead, you will be trapped in a gigantic traffic jam several miles from your home, along with two hundred thousand other evacuees. So, as a bonus, you will not be lonely.

HURRICANE SUPPLIES:
If you don't evacuate, you will need a mess of supplies. Do not buy them now! Florida tradition requires that you wait until the last possible minute, then go to the supermarket and get into vicious fights with strangers over who gets the last can of SPAM. In addition to food and water, you will need the following supplies:

23 flashlights. At least $167 worth of batteries that turn out, when the power goes off, to be the wrong size for the flashlights.

Bleach. (No, I don't know what the bleach is for. NOBODY knows what the bleach is for, but it's traditional, so GET some!)

55 gallon drum of underarm deodorant.

A big knife that you can strap to your leg. (This will be useless in a hurricane, but it looks cool.)

A large quantity of raw chicken, to placate the alligators. (Ask anybody who went through Andrew; after the hurricane, there WILL be irate alligators.)

$35,000 in cash or diamonds so that, after the hurricane passes, you can buy a generator from a man with no discernible teeth.

Of course these are just basic precautions. As the hurricane draws near, it is vitally important that you keep abreast of the situation by turning on your television and watching TV reporters in rain slickers stand right next to the ocean and tell you over and over how vitally important it is for everybody to stay away from the ocean.

Good luck, and remember: Its great living in Paradise.

Sun Rise

2004-09-12T06:01:00.000-05:00

Yesterday was a somber day. Between remembering and honoring those we have lost, and watching Ivan the Terrible there was not a lot of smiling or laughter.

As the sun slowly creeps above the horizon this morning it really does feel like the dawning of a new day - in several ways.

While I did not allow myself to be completely engulfed in the replays from 9/11 three years ago, I did spend a lot of my day remembering what happened and acknowledging where we are now in this war on terror. I cried a lot. But this morning I find myself even more resolved, even more focused on who the enemy is and how important it is that we finish what they have started.

As for Ivan, even though it's too soon to completely relax I read this and exhale. Just a little. Just enough to free myself from the rigid state of paralysis that I've been trapped in for the past couple of days. Oh, I'm not unpacking anything, I'm not setting up the pool deck yet, by I am breathing again.

Now my prayers go to those in North Florida - the Panhandle. I have friends there. I have friends that have loved ones there - and I wouldn't wish a storm like this on anyone. Ever.

But here, today I've opened the curtains. Both literally and figuratively. I got up, put on the coffee, moved everything away from the sliding glass door and had my coffee out by the pool. I enjoyed the fresh morning air, the light as it began to fill the sky. I came in and opened all the blinds throughout the house. I opened the sliders up and the family room is filled with the sounds and smells of morning.

I have my favorite music on the CD player. I'm not going to listen to the news this morning. This morning is for relief, for routine. I'll putter around. I'll do what used to be habit on Sunday mornings. I might even run to the store and pick up something special for breakfast.

I'll turn on the news this afternoon. I'll still keep an eye on Ivan. But for just a few hours this morning I'm claiming my life back.

9/11 - Through Other's Eyes

2004-09-11T06:35:00.000-05:00

Read these links. They are posts that I've found with their thoughts and memories of 9/11. I will continue to update this post all day.

Johnny_Oh at Closet Extremist

Michele at Letters from NYC and again here

Harvey at Bad Example

Sgt. Missick at A Line in the Sand

Grim's Hall

Grey Hawk at Mudville, and here

Noble Eagle (with pictures)

Sarah at Trying to Grok

ALa71 at Blonde Sagacity

Bryan Strawser

Jennifer at Jennifer's History and Stuff

Laughing Wolf

Kat at The Middle Ground

Matt at Blackfive here and here and here

Boudicca's Voice

Da Goddess

Val Prieto at Babalu Blog

The People's Republic of Seabrook

Doc Russia at Bloodletting

Jim at Right Thoughts

Frizzen Sparks (warning graphic pictures)

Iraq War News (warning graphic video)

Dean at Dean's World (warning story has links to graphic photos)

Cool Blue Blog

Marine Moms

Lee Ann at Lee Ann's View

And I think Sgt. Hook pulls it all together just perfectly

Remember

2004-09-11T05:02:00.000-05:00

Today is September 11th. It's a day to remember.

A day to remember those innocents that were taken from us, so violently, so horrifically. The lives that were stolen, wrenched away from all that loved them.

A day to remember those heroes who gave their lives trying to save the lives of those very innocents. Without a thought to themselves they put themselves in harms way - doing their duty, doing what they loved. Those that continue to put their lives on the line to keep this from happening again. To anyone, not just Us, but anyone.

A day to remember the grief that was awash across this country.

A day to remember the fear that gripped this nation.

Do you remember where you were? Do you remember the thoughts that were frozen in your mind?

I do. I remember the tears. I remember the prayers. I remember the sleepless nights wondering WHAT I could do to help. I remember trying to explain what happened and why to a terrified little girl who thought I would have all the answers.

I remember all to vividly. And I never want to feel that way again. We Must Not Forget, for in the forgetting we all but invite it to happen again.

God Bless those souls that were taken from us. God bless their families and friends on this day of remembrance.

God Bless America.

Something Good About Today

2004-09-11T04:56:00.000-05:00

Today is Smash's Birthday!

Happy Birthday Smash! You were my introduction to the blogsphere and continue to inspire and educate me every day.

So what happens to.......

2004-09-10T15:56:00.000-05:00

Oh, Jim!!!! I know you've been wondering just what happens to all those gators during all these storms!

I know it's been a burning question in your mind! Florida Craker explains it all!

hee hee. couldn't resist.

It's Carnival Time!

2004-09-10T12:57:00.000-05:00

Yep - the Carnival of Recipes is up! This week it's hosted by Dave at the Glittering Eye and he has done a SUPER job.

Yummm, all sorts of good things over there. Go, check 'em out.

BTW

2004-09-10T10:35:00.000-05:00

who can tell me where the title of THIS post came from? Anybody????

This Could Be Interesting

2004-09-10T09:51:00.000-05:00

OK - we all know about Ivan. We still don't know where he'll decide to hit, but we know he's coming.

SO......many of my friends and family live on the west coast of Florida. Many right in the targeted zone. In trying to be proactive, several of us have been communicating about possible evacuation areas. If, and I do mean IF, Ivan hits in the same vacinity as Charley, it looks like I'm the place to go.

I know, crazy isn't it?!? But the general agreeement is that I've been ok thru 2, and it should be lighter by the time it hits here - compared to there.

But what makes things interesting is the group of people I am expecting. First are my dear friends M & J, with their 2 daughters. Yeah. We are a fun group. We drink, laugh, talk dirty, listen to music, drink some more (especially when under stress or cooped up). The other group is my family. My cousin, her husband and their 3 children. They are somewhat conservative Mennonite. Yeah - this'll be real interesting.

I've got more than enough room. Enough that there are even little spots to escape too when the crowd is to much for you.

What will be interesting is the chemistry. Oh, we'll all get along just fine. It's just going to be fun watching the interaction. Hee Hee. I see lots of blogging fodder outta this one folks!!

Now - these are just preliminary plans. Everything could change. But I've just got this mental image going.

Funny Email

2004-09-10T09:19:00.000-05:00

I know I didn't post about the Olympics. It's because I didn't watch them. But....I did just get this very funny email. Some of you may have seen it, it may be very old but I Don't Care. It's Funny. It made me laugh. I want to share it!!!

Here are the top nine comments made by NBC sports commentators during the Summer Olympics - - that they would like to take back:

1. Weightlifting commentator: "This is Gregoriava from Bulgaria. I saw her snatch this morning during her warm up and it was amazing."

2. Dressage commentator: "This is really a lovely horse and I speak from personal experience since I once mounted her mother."

3. Paul Hamm, Gymnast: "I owe a lot to my parents, especially my mother and father."

4. Boxing Analyst: "Sure there have been injuries, and even some deaths in boxing, but none of them really that serious."

5. Softball announcer: "If history repeats itself, I should think we can expect the same thing again."

6. Basketball analyst: "He dribbles a lot and the opposition doesn't like it. In fact you can see it all over their faces."

7. At the rowing medal ceremony: "Ah, isn't that nice, the wife of the IOC president is hugging the cox of the British crew."

8. Soccer commentator: "Julian Dicks is everywhere. It's like they've got eleven Dicks on the field." (damn, I missed that one!)

9. Tennis commentator: "One of the reasons Andy is playing so well is that, before the final round, his wife takes out his balls and kisses them...Oh my God, what have I just said?" (hmmm, maybe I should become a bit more of a tennis supporter!)

The Latest

2004-09-10T08:42:00.000-05:00

OK - my morning update on Ivan.

This is a link to TBO.com - a great news site out of Tampa. These folks really know their hurricanes, and were the first to report the turn of Charley. So - yep, I watch what they have to say.

Anyway - not looking good. Not at all. No I'm not panicked yet, but watching, vigilant, careful, praying. Yeah - that's my plan for the day.

Not Healthy, Just Good

2004-09-10T07:51:00.000-05:00

In my search for a quick and easy recipe for the Carnival of the Recipes last night I made a discovery. Every recipe I have, ever dish I'm "known" for feeds a crowd. And none of them are really "healthy" in today's standards.

My mother always made sure there was more than enough food on the table. The worst thing that could happen is for someone to walk away hungry. It didn't happen in our house. Even if it was a simple dinner of vegetables from the garden, they were plentiful. (and creative).

When I got married, I always had a crowd to feed. My ex, the three boys, and usually at least 2 or 3 of my in-laws. On the weekends, I never had less than 5 or 6 kids in the house, not to mention the line-men that my husband would bring home like stray puppies. I learned to cook LARGE. REALLY LARGE.

A normal meal for me would be 2 meatloafs, 10-15 lbs of potatoes (depending on how I fixed them), two or three vegatables and a loaf of fresh bread. Dessert was a must, and I'd usually do a couple of cakes each week, along with "special desserts" that were often requested.

When the kids grew up and didn't come over as often, I still had to cook large. For just my ex, me and 2 of the boys I'd fry up 12 porkchops and never have left overs. A large dutch oven of sauce was never enough.

Hell, Sunday morning breakfast would be a large cast iron skillet of sausage gravy and 40 biscuits. Usually they ran out of biscuits and used toast! They were big boys, and they liked to eat.

So now that I'm alone it's a tough transition. My sauce doesn't have a real recipe. I make it by touch, using the same basics. Oh, I'll try to par down, but end up with enough sauce to last 6 months. I do the same thing with stew and soups. Heck, I could start my own soup kitchen if I get on a roll!!

So just bear this in mind folks, as you read my recipes. Anything I post will make a lot of food. And when I write out the recipe it's from memory, so I don't cut it in half. And you can feed 6 easy. Yeah, it's a lot of food.

And I don't cook "healthy". I cook good. It's a combination of southern and Italian. It sticks to your ribs and fuels those fires to keep the energy up. I cook for taste. If you sit down at my table don't expect low carb anything. What you'll find is down home food that will satisfy your hunger.

I love to cook. I love to have a table groaning with the weight of the food and a group of people sitting around enjoying it. I bake breads, and cakes and pies. I fry food. I use real sugar. I don't skimp on much of anything.

So if you try one of my recipes thats just something to keep in mind. You'll not lose a lot of weight on my suggestions, but you will eat real good!

Carnival of the Recipes

2004-09-09T19:10:00.000-05:00

Holy Cow - I almost forgot. Thanks to Bou for reminding me!!

Here's a quick and easy recipe that my Mom has made for years. It's supposed to be for left over spaghetti, but I've never had any, so I usually do it from scratch.

Baked spaghetti:

Left over spaghetti sauce (or make a normal batch)
spaghetti noodles - do not use angel hair!!
Velvetta Cheese (really - do not substitute)

Mix the sauce and cooked pasta together well. Place in 9 x 13 pan (or smaller if you don't want to feed an entire crew!) cover with slices of velvetta cheese and place in preheated 350 degree oven. Bake until cheese is melted (usually around 30 mins).

Serve with garlic bread and a fresh salad.

Honestly - I've severed this for dinner parties, and everyone loves it. My old roommate is old world Italian and I thought she would have a stroke when she saw me putting this together. Now, she calls and asks if I'll make it for her!!

Karma, Sweet Karma!

2004-09-09T18:39:00.000-05:00

THIS STORY is justice as it is rarely seen.

Yep - some jerk decided to shoot puppies. Well guess what! One of the puppies Shot Him!!

Ha. Take that you, you, you murderer.

PUPPY POWER!!!!!!!!!

A Good Man

2004-09-09T15:24:00.000-05:00

I love Gov. Bush. I love the fact that he is in charge. I love the fact that he shows how worried he is. I love the fact that he advises us to pray.

Now I know not everyone believes in the power of prayer like I do, but hey - I'm clinging to that faith with both hands right now. Trust Me.

We just had a press conference regarding Ivan. Gov. Bush was grateful for the assistance we've received, grateful for the cooperation Floridians have shown, and understanding of the frustration. He told us we will never be the same. He told us these storms have changed us. But he also told us to be strong. Be patient. Be Prepared.

I love the fact that Gov. Bush is my Governor, and I love the fact that his brother is my President. Hmmm, I think that makes us Floridians pretty damn lucky. If you're in a tough spot you want the Bush Brothers on your side.

This Does A Lot For The Peace of Mind

2004-09-09T08:53:00.000-05:00

via Weather.com

While Frances continues to make headlines, much of the attention is now on Ivan.
Hurricane Ivan is a powerful Category-FIVE hurricane on the
Saffir-Simpson Scale. After ravaging Barbados and Grenada, Ivan is skirting by
Aruba, Bonaire and Curacao, with its eyes set on Jamaican and the Cayman
Islands. Beyond that, there remains a tremendous amount of uncertainty on the
projected path. Latest reconnaissance information continues to show the
hurricane strengthening and moving in a west-northwesterly direction. Keep it
tuned to The Weather Channel for the latest.

Go and see Pam's chart.

Son of a Bitch.

Focused?

2004-09-09T06:56:00.000-05:00

The last month has been "interesting" to say the least. I'm sure ya'll are about sick to death of hearing about storms, winds, debris, fear, gratitude, etc.

Then you may not want to continue reading this post. Yep - it's another rehash, and I need to get it out of my system.

I've always considered myself focused. Like a laser beam. If I have a project or something catches my attenetion, I want to understand EVERYTHING I can and become somewhat of an expert. I do that in my job, and it's worked pretty well for me. I do that with my hobbies and I've taken hours of enjoyment from that. I'm a learner by nature. I grew up with the thought that what you have in your mind, no one can ever take away from you.

The last three weeks I've been focused on these damn storms. After Charley it took about a week, but I crawled out of the cave and started to hit my stride again. Then Frances bitch slapped me and I ran quivering back to that cave. With Ivan on the horizan I'm sneaking a peek out every now and then, but honestly - I don't have the energy to pull out of this right now. I have so many friends spread across this state, and I am a natural worrier. I do it really well. I've gone so far as breaking my #1 rule about phones and started taking my cell into stores, just so I don't miss anyones calls, with service being so spotty.

I'm tired. I'm damn tired. I'm tired of having my house tore up - and between the on again, off again move, my work schedule and these damn storms it's been tore up for over 8 months! I'm tired of not being able to have a work routine. I'm tired of driving around and seeing debris everywhere. I'm tired of missing my friends. I'm tired of NOT LAUGHING. I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm tired.

Usually I have a great sense of humor (if I must say so myself) but not finding that many things funny anymore. In fact, I'm taking a lot of stuff personally. Business wise that's not good. I've always had a tough hide and love to exchange barbs and match wits. Now, I find myself recoiling from the simpliest of remarks.

Movies don't really hold my attention, neither do books. I'm even having trouble with conversations. Just got nothing to talk WITH people about. I find myself venting constantly. God I hate people like that. People that don't ask questions, people that can only focus on themselves and their little corner of the world. I'll get off the phone and realize that I'd done it all again and be so disappointed in myself. So now I'm avoiding many conversations. WTF?!?!

So.....you'll pardon the lack of posts. I don't want this blog of mine to become another rant rag. Oh, I'll be posting, and everytime I say I'm going to slow down it's like the blogsphere conspires against me and things heat up. I end up posting more. But I'm frustrated that I can't get the "good" site to work, blogspot makes me crazy, as I can't post pictures (and I do have some now) and - honestly I feel a bit like a royal bitch and I end up deleting most of my posts because of their negative content. You know it's bad when I can't put a positive spin on things.

Speaking of spin - Ivan is not looking good right now. Yes, I know it's too early to tell, but I'm focused right now, and things are just not looking good for Florida. This one may take on Sarasota/Bradenton and I've got too many people I love in that area. Plus - yeah, you got it right - it would come this way AGAIN. That's why the house stays packed, as do my suitcases, and I stay on alert.

Everyday we've got more storms. More tornados and thunderstorms. Yesterday they started around 1:30 and lasted most of the evening. Today, it's already begun. They are started to get on my last nerve.

Things are very tough with work. Business sucks and everyone seems to be on edge. Just because there have been a couple storms our budgets don't change. Our goals are set in stone. Guess what - that's all tied to the paycheck. Yeah - not looking so good right now. Not at all.

So - as you've just seen, I'm not in a very good mood. I don't want to put that all on you guys. So - unless I got something really cool to share, or things break free, or God Forbid I do another hurricane blogging session things will be a bit slow. (I know Harvey, we're not supposed to post that, but I don't want anyone to worry if I don't post for a day or so.)

Oh, you'll see me lurking around, commenting and such. I can't stop that! :-) It's like I said, I don't want to turn this in to a bitter bitch rag.

Bou's Posting

2004-09-08T15:01:00.000-05:00

Yep. Boudicca has internet!!! It's SO VERY good to hear from her.

Click on over and drop her a line. No phones for a while yet, but she's doing alright and has much to share.

TGOO did a fantastic job keeping us informed on how things were, and should really think about getting a site of his own - that man is hysterical!!!

Ah, Bou - I can't tell you how good it is to hear from you........
(Damn blogspot wouldn't publish this morning, so I'll just add this on....)

Happy Birthday to Boudicca!!! Happy Happy Birthday to my Blogsister and my Friend.

I keep saying I've been so very blessed by the people in my life. I have wonderful friends and family. One of the greatest gifts I received lately is the friendship of this very special lady.

Happy Birthday Bou. We'll celebrate soon.

(btw - when they say to have a big blowout for your Bday, I don't think they meant a hurricane!)

Even WITH So Much Going On......

2004-09-07T14:33:00.000-05:00

I'm trying to catch up on my blog reading. I went to one of my favorite MilBlog sites - Mudville Gazette and dropped my jaw. Yep - he's heading to the sand box. AND he's asking for a bit of support. I actually think of it as simply showing him how much we appreciate what he does via his site, and how much we admire him for all he continues to do.

So - how 'bout this? CLICK HERE - read the post, scroll up and hit the paypal. If not - we might just lose his site. Seriously.

In case I've not said it lately - Thanks GH!! For you insights, you writings, your blog and your service. One hell of a guy!!!!

It's OK

2004-09-07T12:32:00.000-05:00

I'm finally home. I didn't come home last night, as it was late in the day by the time the bridges opened, Tampa was still a mess and I didn't want to arrive home to a dark house, in case any windows were out and I had critters wandering around.

This morning I headed out in what turned out to be a very very long drive. It took a bit over 4 hours to make what is usally a 1 1/2 hr drive. Everyone was trying to get home.

It doesn't look as bad as after Charley's visit. Not as much debris - at least where I've been - and I was starting to loose that knot in my stomach. I realized I probably stood the hurricane alright, it's just the severe storms that hung around so long afterwards.

As I got off the exit, you could tell we'd taken a beating. But as I got closer to my development I was more and more optimistic. Yes, trees were down, yes, there was standing water, broken signs, but no worse than Charley.

I pulled into my development - trees down, but they were young trees so not surprising. I live in the very back so the drive around was actually helpful. Screens still standing - and the pool cages are usually the first to go, as they aren't all that sturdy.

As I pulled up to my house I just exhaled. For the first time since I drove away on Thursday - huge sign of relief. Oh, I've got some damage, but nothing serious and nothing I can't handle.

I got in the house. Hot. But I have power. I cranked up the air and started my inspection. I had filled the tubs and sinks with water before I left - just in case. It's kinda tropical in the house. 90 degrees with all that standing water - almost sauna like. But I don't care. I don't care one bit. Checked everything out and it's ok. Opened the blinds to the back yard and first thing I noticed is the lake behind the house that wasn't there before. Hmmm, I didn't really want this kind of water front property, but again, nothing I can't live with. Pool screen is fine, no windows gone. Yeah - it's alright. The natures preserve behind me took another serious beating, but that's ok too.

So - I've now got to make room to manuver through this place. Leaving everything battened down until Ivan makes up his mind on what he plans on doing. We should have a better idea by Saturday.

I did get a 30 second call from Boudicca. Her cell service is really bad, but it was great to hear her voice!!! She and the family are ok. Her husband's business took a hit, and we got cut off while discussing the details but keep that situation in your prayers. I know a bit of how he feels - I lost some customers during this. Stores are gone. No way to reopen. Let's just hope and pray it's not that bad for her and her husband.

Anyway - wanted to get something up letting ya'll know I survived another one!! Still not able to post to my new site. My blog angle is actually located near Boudicca - so it'll be a while before things get sorted out. I'm going to call the hosting company again this afternoon - but I don't know anything about how the new site is set up so I don't know if I can get it fixed. Arrgghhhh.

But it's all relevant. I got a roof over my head, cool air around me, a car and a cell phone. WONDERFUL Friends and a great family. All in all - I'm doing just fine!!!!

Hey - anybody got a bouy?!?!

2004-09-06T10:02:00.000-05:00

Hey everyone. No, I've not spent the last couple of days in a drunken blur. I just have had the worst communication issues - thanks Teresa and LW for keeping things updated and cleaning up for me. :)

What's going on? Hmmm let me see. It's windy. It's been raining. Yeah, that's about it.

No, seriously - Frances is still here, although not as strongly as last night. We're alright where I am, but I'm really worried about my house. Strong feeder bands just keep slamming that area. I told my friend yesterday I think there may be a problem with the radar, it must be broken as the yellow, orange, red spot just won't move off of that area.

I spoke with Bou regularly up until yesterday afternoon. Now I'm thinking the circuits might be over loaded. I have lost all cell signal, so there's no way to make any calls. But I got internet!! However, I had all the short cuts to my email and such loaded on my lap top and can't get to them. So - if you've sent me an e-mail I'll get to you when I can get to that site.

Flooding, winds, rain, tornados. Florida is not the place to be right now - but, I probably know less than ya'll about what's going on. Hoping to break free sometime soon and find out if I have a home.

Thanks to all of you for your kinds words and funny comments. :) I have the best blog friends!!

I'll try and get back on line soon. But we got 2 teenagers and 3 adults with only this as our source of entertainment. I'm thinking I might be back sometime around 2:00am!!

Take care and I'll update as I can.

Tammi and Bou Sitting Out the Hurricane

2004-09-05T12:13:00.000-05:00

This is Teresa posting for my blog sis's Tammi and Boudicca.

I just talked to Tammi a few minutes ago and she had just talked to Bou.

Bou and her family have made it through the worst of the storm. They finally lost power at about 10pm last night, a little house damage, but nothing major. At one point they were afraid that the storm shutters were going to go - and they all hunkered down in the hallway. Then the worst of the wind passed and though they lost their trees, and the roof will need some work, things are looking pretty good. However, they are pretty much stranded on an island because of all the water that has been dumped on West Palm.

Tammi said the storm is about to begin in earnest on her end, but she's fine. They just closed the bidges in town and the wind is picking up. She's spending the storm doing a bit of quality togetherness time with her family *grin* but at least she's not alone! The family, however, is having a hard time keeping her away from the television as she wants to try and see how bad it is in Orlando.

Both of them are wishing this storm would just get a move on and get done, so they can get started cleaning up. Can't say I blame them!

So, that's the latest from both sides of the State of Florida. Stay tuned. If there is a phone connection I'll be talking to Tammi again tomorrow for the latest update.

"How Long Till My Soul Get's It Right"......

2004-09-04T01:04:00.000-05:00

OK - I've been drinking martini's since 6:00 this evening and it's 2:00am now. That's all the warning you're gonna get with this post.

I have no idea what's going on in the world outside of this house. I saw earlier where Frances is not as strong, but slowing down. Not all that good a news, really. But I was serious in my earlier post. My friend has hidden the remotes and the only reason I'm posting now is that she just went in and passed out.

You'll be proud to know I only walked into the sliding glass door 2x times tonite. And I don't think the bruise over my eye will to TOOO noticable after makeup.

Tonite was everything I've needed for a long long time. We watched Glengarry Glen Ross during dinner. THE most painful movie a sales person could ever watch. Then came the music. Well, after ONE of us went and passed out (light weight). We listened to Ray Charles' new CD Duets (OUTSTANDING), then moved on to some of my favorite music in life - Marc Cohen, Bonnie Raitt, Van, Gallileo (by the Indigo Girls), Jackson Brown, Mary Chapin Carpenter - blues, blues, blues. Oh My Goodness.

All I kept thinking is this takes me back to my happiest time in life. We used to do this all the time, every weekend. Before I moved half a state away.

Anyway - I'm off to sleep now - but I had to tell you what a great evening it was. NOW I'll turn on the weather channel, then catch a bit of news. But for just a few hours - I had such a good time!

It's Not Real

2004-09-03T16:35:00.000-05:00

Breaking news. I've just been told there is no Hurricane Frances. It's all been a well organized trick to perform an intervention for me.

My friend told me today, after hearing about what's been going on in the blogsphere and my new friends, the books I read that then required that I sleep with the lights on for 3 nights - that I've been tricked.

Supposedly at 6:00 tonite the windows will be boarded up, the computer removed and all electric disconnected. At that time the chanting will begin.

Help me! Help me! I don't know if I have the strength to resist.

Sorry 'bout that. It's just been very strange here today, and just about to get a bit crazier. Oh, and I took that damn bumpersticker, turned it around and wrote Four More Years Bush/Cheney. :-) It's gonna be an interesting weekend.

I see that Frances has started knocking on the door over by Bou's place. Prayers are heading your way my friend. Oh, and save some of that shrimp for me! I'll come over and help with the clean up. It sounds like I'll be underwater at my place so I might as well!

OK - time to start dinner. Wanted to pop in and see what everyone's been up to!!

Oh, and be warned. Unlike Charley, where I was scared to death - as I'm feeling safe and in my happy place I'll probably be drunk blogging. Don't say I didn't warn you!!!

A Bit of Politics

2004-09-03T09:33:00.000-05:00

My "safe place" is wonderful. Except for I'm surrounded by Liberals. Yep - and we decided to watch the President's speech last nite.

I haven't had a chance to see any other reactions yet, but I thought he did fine. Wonderful, in fact. Do I agree with everything on the platform? No, but I didn't expect to.

The hard part was listening to the "chatter" during the speech. Oh, we are all very close, and agreed not to argue or anything, but I still held back. Every once in a while I'd pop out something but then draw away.

At the end of the evening my one friend says good night and heads to bed. Comes back in, gives me a kiss and says he loves me. Then he places a Kerry bumpersticker in front of the TV. It's still there.

He said he thought I might appreciate it. I said I did - in case I ran out of toliet paper I NEEDED something to wipe my ass with.

I deserve some serious credit for holding back. Oh we all know where each other stands on politics. No doubt about it. But we also respect that we each are entitled to our own opinion. That's what freedom is all about.

It could be an interesting weekend. Stay tuned to CNN - if you hear about a roof blowing off (unrelated to the storm) on the west coast of FL - it's just me! :-)

Safe and as Unsound as Ever

2004-09-03T09:21:00.000-05:00

Well, posting will be a bit iffy. I'm safe and sound on the west coast of Florida watching everything like the rest of you.

I left yesterday and am staying with my family. If nothing else, there will be a lot more laughing going on that during Charley.

I see Bou is doing pretty good. (excuse the lack of linking, I'm on a temporary set up and working with Dial-up.) It looks like Frances is going to hit around Vero Beach, which is NOT good for the Orlando area at all. The waiting is aweful. We just want it over with.

Some thoughts I've had the past day or so:

I keep seeing Frances-US, still a threat. Is it just me, but that kinda cracks me up. Hell, I know that France is NO threat the the US. :) (get it, just make France plural....oh never mind - blame it on the stress)

As I was leaving the house, I walked through to make sure I had everything battened down. I was having a conversation with the house. I promised it that if it would just stand tall and proud and BE THERE when I get home I'd give it a really good cleaning and treat it to new candles. I really believed it was buying into all that. Until I was backing out of the drive. I swear the house was wearing a smirk. Honestly, I think it's planning on having a party while I'm gone and inviting the other houses over to play. I hope to hell they pick up after themselves. (ok, you gotta hear it to get the punch line)

Anyway - I'll post as I can. I'm glad to see that things are looking better for Bou and the SE Florida folk. But we still need to keep an eye on things. It ain't over til it's over.

Headin' West

2004-09-02T14:54:00.000-05:00

I'm outta here in about an hour. It's time to unplug the laptop and finish packing the car.

Here is the latest from Bay News 9 outta Tampa.

This part got my attention:

Heavy rainfall and flooding will be a great concern in the Orlando area and in Polk County and in parts of eastern Pasco, Hernando, and Citrus counties.

Oh, and this:

In addition, near the track of the storm in Polk County and Orlando, destructive winds will occur. As the storm passes through Polk, it will likely remain a hurricane.

This hurricane is crossing the path of Charley. There's going to be a lot of damage (may qualify as the biggest understand of this year) and probable loss of life. HOWEVER, Charley did wake many up to the dangers of a storm like this, biggest one being there is no sure path. We know where it's going just about the time it's there.

I'll post if I can get a chance to once I'm settled. Keep us in your prayers, especially Pam and Boudicca down there in the SE of Florida.

"In The Hands of God"

2004-09-02T11:47:00.000-05:00

You cannot hope this off, you cannot walk away. It is not time to hope, it
is time to act," Florida Emergency Management Director Craig Fugate said.

Frances carried a potential storm surge of up to 14 feet above normal
tides, and was expected to pour 10 to 20 inches of rain on Florida.

"This one has it all," state meteorologist Ben Nelson said.

Latest Update

2004-09-02T10:54:00.000-05:00

Latest from National Hurricane Center, Miami FL
(emphasis mine)

AT 11 AM AST...1500Z...A HURRICANE WARNING HAS BEEN ISSUED FOR THE EAST
COAST OF FLORIDA FROM FLORIDA CITY NORTHWARD TO FLAGLER
BEACH...INCLUDING LAKE
OKEECHOBEE. AT 11 AM AST...1500Z...A
TROPICAL STORM WARNING AND A HURRICANE
WATCH ARE IN EFFECT FOR THE MIDDLE
AND UPPER FLORIDA KEYS FROM SOUTH OF FLORIDA
CITY TO THE SEVEN MILE BRIDGE
INCLUDING FLORIDA BAY. A HURRICANE WARNING REMAINS
IN EFFECT FOR THE ALL THE
BAHAMAS.

Looks like Bou was right to worry.

And this brings me to my worst case scenario and not many are talking about
it and I need to do more research, but I am hesitant because I am afraid of
what
I will find. Lake Okeechobee or as we call it, Lake O. Belle Glade and
Pahokee
sit right on Lake O. In 1928,
the worst hurricane to hit Palm Beach County, killed nearly 2000 and they
think
as many as 3000 people. They don’t know for sure since bodies were
literally
thrown in mass graves. After that, in the early ‘30’s, they built
the Hoover
dike, around the lake. It is a dike, not a dam, however, over the
last few
decades, the purpose of this dike has changed. It was built
originally to
protect the people who lived around the Lake, to prevent
another 1928 disaster.
Since then, it has been used to store water for
irrigation, etc. This dike
LEAKS. This dike is 143 miles long and 3 stories
high. I can’t figure out how
far that water will spread when/if the dike
blows.

I'm leaving late this afternoon.

No Where To Run

2004-09-02T07:57:00.000-05:00

Yeah Bou, we're fucked.

There is NO WHERE to go. No where.

Look at the size of this bitch.

Frances is going to cover the state of Florida. No Where will see less than Cat. 1 hurricane strength winds.

No Where to go.

mandatory evacs are in process. If you're not being made to leave, stay the hell at home. Stay off the roads. There is a reason school is out today and tomorrow. STAY OFF THE ROADS.

Around here the Florida Refuse trucks are everywhere. Trying to pick up as much of the debris as they can. It's not going to help much.

I'm worried about Bou. I'm worried about all my friends right on the east coast. Hell, I'm worried about my friends still trying to clean-up from Charley.

Last night I went out looking for dinner. I ended up driving some back roads down by Haines City that took such a hit. The piles and piles of debris. Houses with the blue tarps, covering the gaps in their roofs. It's not going to be pretty. At this point, in these areas, even Tropical Storm strength winds are devastating.

I can't believe I'm saying this, but I'm grateful to Charley. He woke the people in this state up to the dangers of these types of storms. EVERYONE is taking this very seriously. Charley may actually save more lives than he took.

I over heard a couple of conversations yesterday. One lady was saying that her friends roommate works for the government in Orlando. They sent people home at noon yesterday. They were told to make their homes and families secure and if they had a brain in their heads they'd leave the state of Florida.

My development is mostly short term tourist rentals. Very new, very nice homes. Rented out by the week to families coming to Orlando. The property management company has told the tourists they have to evacuate. No choice. So there were 2 couples at the smoke shop, one from NY one from Great Britain. They were asking the store manager what they could do. She gave them 2 choices. 1) go to Chattanooga, beautiful and safe. 2) Go Home.

I ended up working most of yesterday, phone calls, emails, reports and such. Today I'll finish with the house. I'm putting some of my more precious items in the car, and others in closest that are safe. I'm going to decide tonite if I'm going or if I'm staying. At this point, I'll probably stay. Now, I'm sure you think I'm nuts after my reaction to Charley, but keep in mind - there is NO PLACE THAT WON'T BE EFFECTED. Why would I take my car, drive someplace, park it OUTSIDE and take the chance that it will be totaled. I really can't be buying a new car anytime soon. I need the car to work. See where I'm going with this.

I'm looking at the "after". I'm worrying about next week. When Frances is gone, I'll need to function. To do that I need 3 things. Two of which are easy - my cell phone and my car. So, I need to decide what's best for AFTER.

Anyway - today is shaping up to be very busy. Don't know how much posting there will be from here on out, but I'm sure I'll get something out there.

I Say AMEN, Senator Miller, AMEN!!

2004-09-02T06:25:00.000-05:00

Senator Miller's speech last night was the best political speech I've heard in more years than I care to count.

Blackfive reminds me that Miller isn't just a Senator, he's a Marine. :) No wonder I like 'em!! (oh, and be sure and read the comments!)

Laughing Wolf reminds us that this speech goes to show just how upset Sen. Miller is with the Democratic Party and that it'll probably get UGLY now. This was truely more than just a speech in favor of George W. Bush. In this case, it was Senator Miller telling his party in no undercertain terms just exactly what he thinks.

Chap gives us a link to the transcript of the speech and points out that Miller let Chris Matthews have it in an interview afterwards. Damn, I missed that one. Chap's looking for the video, anyone seen it?

Teresa chimes in with what she heard. I like her idea. She listened to it on the radio, no distractions - just the meat of the message.

All in all - I LOVED IT. It reminded me abit of my Grandpa, the almost famous hell, fire & brimstone preacher. He put it out there, no candy coating. He's pissed and he don't care WHO knows it.

But I think what I loved the most is the fact that he focused on what, to me, needs to be hammered home again and again and again. Kerry's record in the Senate for the past 20 years. Here are just a couple of my favorite lines:

This is the man who wants to be the Commander in Chief of our U.S. Armed
Forces?

U.S. forces armed with what? Spitballs?

Twenty years of votes can tell you much more about a man than twenty weeks
of campaign rhetoric.

He(George Bush) is not a slick talker but he is a straight shooter
and, where I come from, deeds mean a lot more than words.

Yeah, it was a good speech. It was a GREAT speech, and one that needed giving. Thank you Senator Miller.

He's On A Roll!!

2004-09-02T05:58:00.000-05:00

Damn, I do so enjoy when Mike the Marine get's on a rant. And he's locked and loaded with his sites on the protesters at the RNC.

A teaser:

"Peace and passion"? What the hell is that? The OJ defense? He killed her
cuz he loved her?How does this play out?-"I'm sorry your honor, but my throwing
urine-filled balloons at conventioneers was done out of love... a crime of
passion, if you will."

I've been watching it all unfold and my thoughts are pretty consistent. 1) What are these protesters actually trying to accomplish? Do they think anyone is paying attention to their cause? 2) Compare the two conventions. Acutally, compare the protests at the two conventions. Speaks volumes, at least to me.

Anyway - you owe it to yourself to read this. It's Mike the Marine in true form. Brava Mike!!

Tick Tock

2004-09-01T16:35:00.000-05:00

It's a waiting game.

All my appointments have cancelled for the rest of the week.

That leaves me time to make sure everything is locked and loaded here.

This is the latest Strike Map.

Gonna go now. Watching the weather channel, catching up laundry and finishing packing up papers and precious items.

More as there is more to know.

More Floridian Bloggers are Worried

2004-09-01T11:46:00.000-05:00

Not Good

Hurricane Frances - More

2004-09-01T10:24:00.000-05:00

Boudicca has the latest from her part of the state.

Let me tell you about Central Florida.

Not Good.

We are hearing landfall (possibly Friday) at Vero Beach/South Melbourne. They are calling for a mandatory evacuation of Brouvard County on Friday. Maybe sooner. No Rooms. No Where to go. To late to leave Florida unless you're flying out.

The latest I've heard is landfall Vero/Melbourne - travel across central Florida and exit around Tampa moving towards Pensacola/Alabama. As we all know that could change (again) so EVERYONE needs to keep an eye on this bad boy (or girl as it were).

The eye is 22 miles across and she is a very well organized system. Sustained winds at 140mph with gusts of 170mph. This one make Charley look like a wanna be.

I'll keep posting as I have more information. Have to finish preping the house, calling customers (business never stops) and generally keep from panicking.

If you're anywhere near this baby you will need: WATER, Ice, babywipes, Toliet paper, non-perishable food. Change of clothes. Personally, I'm adding Cigarettes and alcohol to my list, but that's just me.

This ain't good. Not at all. Still no power in a lot of areas. Still trash and debris sitting around that will become airborn and lethal in those kinds of winds. It's moving fast enough that you need to make up your mind what you're doing and COMMIT. If you're staying, make it safe. If you're going. Go now. If this thing completely changes it's route then better safe than sorry.

NOT Looking Good

2004-09-01T08:27:00.000-05:00

Not at all!!

Frances is picking up speed and the Bahama's are bracing for impact. After that - it's anyones guess, but most likely somewhere along the eastern coast of Florida.

Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit.

People, if you're anywhere along the southeastern coast line, ANYWHERE, please take this storm seriously. Even if you aren't in the "strike zone" you will be effected. Believe me, of this I know.

As of 8:00am EST today she is moving 16mph and packing winds of 140mph. This is not something that will just "go away". Unless there is a miracle.

Water, Batteries, Important Papers tucked somewhere safe and You and Your Family/Loved Ones in a secure enviroment. Really. It's better to over react than not react at all.

Not Good. Not Good At All.

The Blog Gods Are Angry With Me

2004-09-01T07:21:00.000-05:00

I don't know WHAT's happened.

The other night my host was having issues, I couldn't get to my MT to post anything. My site was going up and down, and basically it was pissing me off.

I checked to make sure it wasn't anything I could fix, then called my host.

I thought they fixed it because I could access my MT again, so I started posting.

Except when I rebuild to publish it tells me I don't have permission. I called and no one can figure out what the problem is. I've called in the experts so am hoping to get it straightened out soon.

Meanwhile I'll just post over here for a while. I really hate that, as I just started really getting a following, both bloggers and non-bloggers. I can't even post something letting them know I'm here!!!

So, if you don't mind, and you've found this post - please pass the word. I'd appreciate it.

Unbelievable, but then again, not

2004-09-01T07:18:00.000-05:00

THIS ticks me off more than I can say!!!!

I saw it over at Matt's and couldn't believe it when I read it.

Go to Matt's, follow the link. And tell people about it.

Politics, Video Games, Golf and Football

2004-09-01T06:07:00.000-05:00

Kat has a GREAT post up comparing Strategy vs Power.

And she makes her points with some GREAT examples.

Check it out!!

Never a Dull Moment

2004-08-31T19:03:00.000-05:00

First I have server issues this morning. Now I am being denied permission to post all together. AND I'm preparing for a visit by Frances, who is not looking like she's going to be a nice guest, in any way shape or form.

Regarding Frances, it's really pretty tense around these parts right now. We are still so raw from Charley, that Frances is going to put a few people over the edge. I know, I know - it seems too soon to panic. Please realize when I left my home this morning they were calling for her to hit Melbourne/Vero Beach (about 50 miles from Orlando) Saturday nite, and Orlando Sunday morning. They have moved that schedule up by one entire day.

Plus, this could be worse than many people realize. We still have a lot of debris and trash around. Hell, they're still working to get people back in power. If we get strong enough winds, that debris and trash becomes missiles. Add to that how everything is in a weakened state right now and it just doesn't look good.

I'll be deciding Friday nite if I'm leaving or not. No, I won't leave the state, I'll actually head south west to St. Pete. This weekend is one of the biggest sales weekends in our industry. I have to, if at all possible, be in almost everyone of my stores. If I leave Friday, and nothing hits Saturday I need to be able to get home quick and easy and hit all my stores. If it does hit, I need to be able to get home and assess the damage and figure out how to go on from there.

People are freaking. I had one customer tell me today that she is stretched as far as she can be stretched. She just wants to sit down and cry. I know exactly what she feels like. November can't come soon enough for me.

I used to tell everyone I was a redneck magnet. If there's a true redneck within 5 miles of me, he will find me and try and pick me up. Well, now I'm thinking we need to add hurricanes to that magnet list. 8 years on the coast and nothing. 4 months in Central Florida and 2 in 3 weeks. I'm starting to take this personal.

Possible Tactical Error

2004-08-31T05:00:00.000-05:00

I tend to be a bit overly focused when something catches my attention. I didn't want to spend the next few evenings thinking, talking, reading and listening all things RNC. So I decide to do a bit of channel surfing.

The Burning Bed was on Lifetime.

I don't usually watch Lifetime, and I hadn't watched The Burning Bed since my divorce. Next thing I know I was sucked in - and that's not necessarily a good thing. So, what do I do - I blog about it.

A bit of history - as I've mentioned before, my ex-husband was not a nice man. He let off the physical abuse the last couple of years, when he quit drinking, but the mental abuse was still pretty strong.

You all know me as a woman that speaks her mind. And I'm pretty much like that in person too. I always have been. Except for the 11 years I was with him.

I learned early on in my marriage not to speak my mind, no smart remarks, no asides, nothing. Just yes or no - and ALWAYS agree with him. Even then, it wasn't always a sure thing, but it sure beat the hell out of the alternative.

The movie, http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0087010, The Burning Bed came out in 1984. I never saw it in the theater as I was 21 and had never really heard about domestic abuse. So when it came out on video a year or so later I rented it. Oh. My. God. Except for her kids - she was me. It was my life. I watched it 2 times back to back. I bought a copy and hid it away so no one would know. If he had to work a storm break or was out drinking with the guys and I knew I had time I'd pull it out and just watch it - like a damn train wreck. It was all I really had.

One day, after a rather "rough episode" He left, as usual, and headed to the bar, as usual. I cleaned everything up, the kids were at his mother's, so I pulled out that tape. That tape that let me know I wasn't the only one. That tape that helped me to realize I wasn't crazy. I put it in and started watching. It was almost the end, when she is dousing him with gasoline when suddenly He came home. I didn't stop the tape. He'd never seen the movie. He asked what it was about. I said - "her husband beats the hell out of her all the time, treats her like shit, threatens to kill her and the children so she's getting rid of the problem." I never looked away from the television. Neither did he. When the movie was over, I hit the rewind and when finished stood up to put the tape away. As I walked past him I said, without ever looking at him - "it's a true story".

He blanched.

From then on, after any really bad episodes, when He came home, whether I was in the room or not - I made damn sure that movie was playing. It would work for a little while. It helped a little bit. At that point a little seemed like a lot.

On the info page for the movie I found a comment from 1991 from someone reviewing this movie. Let me just share some of this guys comments, I share it because belive it or not, there are still many people that hold these views.

I was often left puzzled during the movie when Fawcett could not get the police to have her husband removed from her home, even though they were divorced and he did not live there. HELLO?! It's called trespassing!

True story. My husband came over once and had a bit of a fit. No, we weren't divorced,just separated, but this still goes to show the attitude of many Midwestern, small town police departments during that time. Anyway, he came in the house looking for a fight. I was babysitting for my friends 2 girls - he was angry over something from earlier that evening and pulled me into the bedroom. He brought along his shotgun. He held that shotgun to my head and told me I had a 50/50 chance of living when he pulled that trigger. My friend's daughter called 911. I could hear her in the living room, trying to tell the cops where we lived and what was going on. I felt so badly that she was so scared. Her little sister was sitting at the dining room table, too young to really understand.

Oh, the cops showed up just fine. And Made Me Leave. With both my mom and his mom there, the girls still there - they told ME I had to leave my own home. I wanted him arrested. They said no. No reason, just no.

Another quote:Even more amazing is the fact that Fawcett's mother in the movie seems to excuse her son-in-law's beatings. Why? I can see his own mother defending him, but I would just love to see an abuse case where the victim's mother takes the side of the guy who is beating the holy hell out of her daughter.

This one is not anything like my life. When my Mom finally realized what was going on, she stood behind me 100%. But you have to remember, that many woman didn't know better. Hell - they still don't. And yes, his mother used to beg me to stay. I heard every argument you can imagine, had every guilt trip known to man laid on my door step. It worked for a while.

One year, 2 days before Christmas I had been out finishing up what pitiful shopping we could do. I bought some gifts and he didn't think I'd done it right. Long story short - he tried to strangle me. This is one time I fought back. I got away (only because he was very drunk) and ran the 2 miles, barefooted, to my mother-in-laws house. She let me in, gave me cream for my throat and something to help me sleep. She stayed up with me, telling me how sorry she was, how she knew how I felt - his daddy was the same way. The next morning, she refused to even admit it ever happened. I must have hurt myself to leave those marks on my neck. I needed to get home to my family and start Christmas Eve dinner. It was my place. No time for "these games". Yeah, that was one hell of a Christmas.

There is a scene in the movie where, after they are divorced he comes by and wants to get back together. She said no - he drove off, ran a red light and just about kills himself. She shows up at the hospital and feels so damn sorry for him - the line is "no one should have to live like this".

Now I yell - He doesn't HAVE to live like that, and neither do YOU. But back then, I understood. My ex had many, many accidents due to his drinking, driving and rage. He went head first into a Preston 151 semi-truck doing 70 mph. Neigh near cut off the top of his head. Yeah, you guessed it - I flippin' felt sorry for him.

Now, I don't recommend the movie. The acting isn't so good. The script isn't even all that good. I really wish I wouldn't have watched it tonite. But I did - so I guess I was just meant to exercise these old ghosts of mine.

If you take any thing away from this post - please let it be this. Don't judge these woman that are living in this hell. You DON'T know the whole story. You have No Way of knowing why they are there, and why they stay. Don't enable them, but for God's sake, don't judge them.

Hey!!

2004-07-09T11:11:00.000-05:00

Caught ya!!! Haven't you changed those links yet?!?!?!?

I moved. 'Member?

The Number You Have Reached Is No Longer In Service

2004-07-03T05:55:00.000-05:00

That's right folks!! Nothin' new here anymore. All New Posts will be found at over at the new house.

Come On Over - It'll be fun!!

I'm Just Gonna Do It!!

2004-07-02T09:50:00.000-05:00

Ok - I give up. Not only did I have to say Uncle at work, but now I'm saying Uncle on this "moving off of blogspot" situation.

As you all know, it's been pretty busy at Tammi's house lately. Add to that the fact that the desktop PC crashed (and burned) I'm stuck using the laptop for work. Kinda limiting, to say the least. So I've asked my blogging angle at BlogMoxie to bail me out. As it happens she's doing a bit of movin' around herself, but has promised aid when she gets settled.

So - rather than keep postin' where I don't want to be postin' I'm taking the jump.

Beginning Tomorrow all my new posts will be at the new site. I'll have a link up to this one for historical purposes until we get everything moved. (Yeah, don't want to lose any of these gems of wisdom, that's for sure!)

SO.......Harvey I beat that two week timeframe I put out there!!

Hope you all like the new site. Leave any suggestions if you want, I love suggestions!!

Homecoming!!

2004-07-02T09:19:00.000-05:00

Chrome Dome of The Chrome Dome Zone is HOME AT LAST!!!

Go and check it out. There is a letter from the Govenator, pictures of the homecoming and Mrs. Chrome Dome tells about the homecoming from her view (or lack there of for a while).

CONGRATULATIONS to the "DOME" family. I LOVE hearing about this.

Enough Already!!

2004-07-02T08:56:00.000-05:00

Will someone please get this idiot to SHUT THE HELL UP!!! ARRGGHHH!!!

The damn movie's been released, he's getting more attention than he deserves. Shut Up, Shut Up, Shut Up.

Whew! Now I feel a bit better.

Ahmmm, Attention, Attention

2004-07-02T07:50:00.000-05:00

OK. Brace yourselves. This is a public service announcement from your friendly Road Warrior.

With this being the beginning of a holiday weekend I ask that you take the time for safety (I'm a safety girl - to quote one of my favorite movies).

It's the 4th of July. It's our Birthday. There are road trips, fireworks, picnics, and general fun to be had.

But please please please be careful.

Use common sense when using fireworks. I've been the unfortunate witness to some really horrendous accidents caused by carelessness and stupidity. Think people - this stuff BLOWS UP. 'nuff said.

DO NOT DRINK AND DRIVE. I'm out here on the road, damnit. I don't want to have to worry that you might hurt yourself or someone else. I like the readers I have, I want you to come back often and share your witty comments. I don't want you hurt or worse or in prison (they really limit your internet access from what I understand). Plus, I don't relish the thought of dealing with a drunk driver while I'm out and about.

If you're on or near the water, again - common sense folks!! You can get a DUI on a boat too!! Not to mention accidents can happen. Please, be careful.

Me? This is the first 4th in 8 years I won't spend on the water. I'm working most of the weekend, but I'm going to have friends over and hope that I'm close enough to Disney to poach a peek at their fireworks.

So - Happy 4th of July weekend. Enjoy, have fun, celebrate the birthday of this great nation of ours. But please, be careful.

Like my Mother used to say "If I didn't love you, I wouldn't care what you do."

Talk About It

2004-07-02T07:13:00.000-05:00

Operation Shoe Fly has started receiving shoes!!

With a historic picture of the first pair and note of several more packages received it looks like everything is rolling along nicely.

Let's make sure we keep this going. I've even begun mentioning it to some of my sales people. We can't do an "official" drive, but several have called me to say they have bags of shoes for me to pick up. It's as simple as talking about it. Tell people what Sgt. Hook and his crew are doing. Check out the Operation Shoe Fly website, for updates, shipping addresses and success stories. Then talk about it. Talk in person, talk via email, talk talk talk. It's a wonderful cause and will make a big difference.

Cool

2004-07-02T07:07:00.000-05:00

I'm trolling through my sitemeter, seeing whose been here and such and I see this.

I made my first blogroll on a foreign language blog! Geez. I'm sittin' a little taller in the chair.

My one frustration? I can't read the blog I'm listed on. I knew I should have paid more attention when I worked with Nippon. Anyone out there that can help?

But it's kinda cool - at least I think so.

Wish I Were There

2004-07-01T08:53:00.000-05:00

Can you imagine? Being in the court room as Saddam Hussein is formally read the charges against him. HERE is a brief accounting of how it went down.

This is the most telling line, to me any way:

Mr. Hussein's voice was weak and hoarse, the report said, and when he challenged the judge he jabbed his finger at him. Iraqi guards and new members of the new Iraqi government were among those watching, riveted by his appearance.

For just a second put yourself in the shoes of those guards and the new Iraqi government officials. Just imagine seeing the monster responsible for the hell that has been your life for as long as you can remember standing there, in court, being told he will be held accountable for his actions. Imagine the rage when he defied the judge, claimed it was all "theatrics".

I can't imagine. That's why I wish I had been there.

Something New....for me

2004-07-01T08:01:00.000-05:00

Maybe I don't get out (in the blogsphere that is) as much as I thought I did. I just found The Questing Cat site and have been enthralled.

This site is a part of MilBlogs but I hadn't seen it yet. Cat is with the 1st Infantry Division currently in Iraq. This is the first entry from April 28th of this year. In case you don't feel like clicking over let me give you a teaser to wet your interest.

I hear a lot of people who say that our time in Iraq is a waste of lives. That we went in for the wrong reasons. That we went with too few people, not enough preparation, that we are paying the price in blood now. I won't argue the politics with people. Have your opinions, that is what America is for. But please, oh please, do not talk about things you do not know.

I can't say much about our operations, but I can say this: We are doing the job you asked us to do. We are here coping with so many things that have never even entered in to the world of the average American and we are doing it because we have the honor to keep our commitments. We have given our oath to serve, and that is what we intend to do.

From time to time, I intend to log on and put a little scope to all the media that is out there. To listen to the news, you would think that we are losing terribly. That we wander around the desert waiting to get gunned downed in ones and twos while the wiley assassins escape our notice with their in-depth training and skill. And finally, we are driven to such acts of madness as taking entire towns hostage and slaughtering whole families. Some of these news services need to get a grip.

Let me say this...things happen...always. I won't put on a show of bravado and chest beating and talk about how we are scoring hits across the board. But I will say this: No matter how hard dissident elements fight, no matter how determined they may be, they can not win as long as you have faith in us. We are fighting and winning consistently, and the cost....the cost is higher than any of you may ever know, but we haven't stopped. Only when you lose faith in us do we lose. And since myself, and so many like me, have paid so much already, I don't think I could forgive someone telling me it was worthless.

Let me close with this. Whatever has happened, or will happen, we are here. We stand in all our strength, struggling to do the job that the whole world has wanted done in one way or another. No matter how you wanted it done, no matter how you felt it should have started, I ask you this: support us until we finish it. And have faith that your sons, daughters, brothers, sisters, husbands, wives, fathers and mothers can handle the weight that the nation at large has laid on our shoulders.

So what are you waiting for? Get over there and read it! It's wonderful. I'm adding this to the blogroll Right Now!!!

UPDATE: I stand corrected (as seen in the comments). The Questing Cat is not YET a member of MilBlogs. Let's see if we can help with that, shall we?

Uncle!!!

2004-07-01T07:16:00.000-05:00

Sometimes the hardest thing for me to admit is that I just don't know. Not with my customers. If I don't have an answer for the question or problem I'd rather say I don't know I'll find out then to feed them a line of crap. I'm talking about not understanding.

I think it's because I had spent so much time being told that I wasn't the sharpest tool in the shed. I remember when I had to take a series of tests for a job and included in there was an IQ test. I took it (kicking and screaming, afraid of what it would say) only to be told I had to take it again! YIKES - my first thought is that I did so poorly that they thought it MUST be a mistake. When I completed it the second time, they came in and said the reason for the retest what because of the high score. I sat there at the table, interviewing for a job, with tears coursing down my face. I couldn't absorb the information. You mean I'm smart? Yeah, you're smart. I got the job, and as soon as I got in the car I called my Mom. She laughed at me and said that she's been telling me that all along.

But anyways, I've always been one to ask questions. Lots and lots of questions. And I love to observe and watch people. I learn that way. I am one of those people that needs the whole picture. I want to understand how everything flows together, how it all fits. How does what I do effect what you do?

With this job, we don't get that opportunity. Add in the fact that with all the changes there really isn't anyone to ask. You see, I'm now considered one of the senior reps in our district. YIKES. Now, selling is not the issue for me. Customer service is not the issue. Internal policies and procedures are the issue. I don't know them, don't understand them, and don't see how it all fits together.

So the other day I had to call my new VP and tell him - I Don't Know. That was a fun conversation, let me tell you. Lucky for me, another of the guys on the team is in the same boat, so we double teamed him.

My boss was upset - but not at us. He is just now getting the feel of how much is missing in our little puzzle of a region. After all the bluster had died down I said my peace. I let him know how hard it was for me to tell him, my new boss, the man who thinks I've got it going on (work wise) that I don't know what the hell I'm doing. My instinct was to just keep plodding along and cover it all up. But then what happens when someone finds out? That wouldn't be fun, not for anyone.

So I bit the bullet and went against my natural inclination and said Uncle. I'm glad I did. All of a sudden I'm getting lots and lots of e-mail and have been told some manuals are being UPSed to me this week. Yeah! Now I feel like I can take that huge dunce cap off and get the hell out of the corner I've been sitting in.

It's A Surprise!

2004-07-01T06:16:00.000-05:00

We all enjoy the opportunity to welcome home our troops. I know I would join in, even if I didn't know them personally - if only I had the opportunity.

Well guess what folks! Tim, @ Cpt. Patti is letting us help with one of his Welcome Home Presents, since his lovely wife is due back from the sand box soon.

He's making a billboard, of sorts, with peoples faces and sayings that will be put on the window she will see when they drive up to their home.

I think it's a really cool idea. And he is having fun! Think how cool that will be for Cpt. Patti when she gets back.

So pop on over, see how it's progressing , read what he's doing and then get a picture over there. You have until July 6th!!

Personal Inventory

2004-06-30T07:16:00.000-05:00

As I get settled in I'm paying a bit more attention to the things I unpack. Oh I purged while I was packing, but what I'm thinking about now is WHY I saved the things I did.

I have the mandolin of my Father's that I told you about, but what about some of the other stuff (junk to some people) that I couldn't get rid of.

There's my awards from work. Some are pretty impressive, but the ones I have displayed are the humorous ones. For instance I have a Cert. of Appreciation from my brokers for getting my boss promoted. He was a tough cookie and pretty unforgiving of any issues. They were thrilled to see him go. So they thanked me.

There is the calendar my friend/customer bought me years ago - just has the day of the month, no years. It features a little saying for each day. Today's is "I will make the most I can of this day. I will not allow the events of this day to lead me, but I will call upon my inner strength for guidance." Then there is another little thought "Often, the most difficult thing to give is in." I love this type of thing. I love the fact that everyday it gives me something to say Hmmm about. I've had it for 7 years, you'd think I'd have the sayings memorized. But, I still love it. It made the trip.

I have all the notes my nieces have written and left around when they visit. They are all posted on my bulletin board. Right next to the front page from Sept. 23, 2001 stating that We Will Not Forget. It has all of the headlines from the week of Sept. 11th. I won't forget. I remind myself everyday. The notes remind me why it's so important that we continue this WOT. Why we must win. It's for my nieces that love me. Its for the children.

I have a blue cookie jar in the kitchen. It's pretty ugly, and doesn't go with anything in my house. I have it placed above the cupboards in a place of honor. I see it every time I walk into the kitchen. One of my oldest friends sent that to me as a wedding gift, all the way from San Diego. Its the only wedding gift I got. It reminds me that friends support friends. It reminds me of loyalty. I also have a little resin mirror that hangs in my guest room. I got that from the same friend. That was in honor of my divorce. Friends support friends. Loyalty matters.

I surround myself with things I love, things that have meaning, things that make me smile. I know that when I'm gone a lot of this stuff will just find it's way to the trash but meanwhile they are my treasured possessions. Even if their value is only to me.